Kira was having doubts, oh so many doubts. Was she really the right person for Crystal? She loved her, of that she was sure but could she really give her what she needed? Crystal was warm, happy, social. She loved to make people smile and had a child like innocence about her…Kira, well. she was none of things, she was quite the opposite.

And high up above or down below
Wshen you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Crystal didn't want to hear this, she was seconds away from covering her ears so she didn't have to listen to this.
"I'm not right for you Crystal, you need to accept that. You're not happy and this needs to end."
Kira couldn't accept that she made someone happy. she was damaged, angry, uncaring, why didn't the woman in front of her see that? Crystal had so much going for her, she had such a big heart and Kira wasn't even sure she had one at all...

Tears stream down your face
Wshen you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

"Kira! Stop.…please..? I may not be happy with where my life is right now, but that's because I'm not living permanently in England, not living with the one I love. If anything you're keeping me strong, please..." she closed the gap and put her hand on the older woman's chest looking up at her with tear filled eyes "Kira Xanthe Phoenix, I love you with my heart, my body and my soul. You make me happier than anyone in the world. You made me the happiest woman alive when you said you wanted to be me. It still gives me butterflies to wake up in your arms in the morning and when I fall asleep in them every night. You think you don't have a heart but," she grabbed Kira's hand and put it onto the part of her chest where her own hand had been just seconds before, "You do."

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

She looked down at her lover, a flicker of hope fighting it's way through the doubts. She wanted to believe what Crystal was saying more than anything, she really did, but what if she broke her? What if she made the woman she loved into a shell of what she once was...Licking her lips, she slowly studied Crystal's face. Could she really let her go? Could she really call off everything and walk away?
Crystal stood on her tiptoes her lips meeting Kira's, "If you really love me you wont run away from this, you'll stay and let me show you just how big of a heart you really have."
Kira lowered her head, her lips meeting Crystal's once more...she couldn't accept that she was what Crystal needed, she'd never be able to accept that she was what anyone needed, but what she could accept is that Crystal, sweet, hazel eyed Crystal, was exactly what she needed.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you