During my high school years I found my heart desire: have my own fablous stylison liner and my love of life and my choice family. At the end of my school year I got a good star of my career as a fasion disginer meanwhile I lost all the others. I lost my best friend in the most worest way that she cheated with my boyfriend twice. I lost my abaility of love. The worst of all I lost my family because all my family was came with my ex-boyfriend.
5 years after I gurdated high school, I went back to Tree High to find what I lost. However I only found I was totally alone. I lost my boilgic mother as well. And let my heart broke again by those same pople. That was when I knew my fate which I can only find love from my own kids. I took the adventage of Juile who loved me deadly to creat my kids. In return I promised him my rest life but well not enough for him. He left me and my twins 3 years to chase his dream.
I well be graudful forever as he gave me the chance to be a mother. Any way I still have hope that one day I could find some one who could rebuild my faith of love. So I was really into those chaity thing to change my Karm. And that was how I meet Lucas my ex-boyfried/ex-friend in New York heart reach center.
I was freaked up when I know what happened to him. And when he broke down in front of me, I falled for that again. As usual I played the saver role again. I told him how I recoped after I found I could not love anyone expect my kids. And I offer him a way which was to be in my family under some rules. We became friends with benfits but in the family way.
We have only three rulers. One we shold tell other if we ever got ourself in to any serious relationship; Two anything happened or exchanged under the our roof would locked in our house and without jugemnt; Three we would desided everything together if possible and if we can not get agreed either we did not do it or stoped this friend/family deal.
The first 2 years we make this thing work. We four,Lucas,me and my twins, got our little family operation well. And there was a 'but' jumped out of blue named "Peyten-Sawyer". Lucas stared went to L.A a lot after Pety contacted him. And the reason he gave me was he need to see his little girl which was ok. But the thing was he missed a lot things importan in our little family. Kind like senior year happened all over again. During then we were dating and he was always halding out with P not me.
The breaking point was around the coner for me. It was stuck but this time I had my twins in my coner, I was not competely alone which count something.
