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Eli's POV

I layed on my back staring at the ceiling of my bedroom. I was dead to the world. I did not want to move, talk or even breathe. I looked to the left and saw a picture, a picture of Julia. I looked to my right, and saw the last present Julia ever gave me. It was our anniversary gift. Today was a day I could say that I dreaded. I would not say I hated the day. It was just a day that caused me intense pain.

I slowly sat up. I could feel the tears fill my eyes. I managed to make my way over to my calender. Each day that passed I would put a big black X. I picked up the pen and started to cross out todays date, but I couldn't, and the pen came crashing back down to the earth.

I stood there, staring at the date that read November 14. Tears started to beam down my cheeks. Today is the two year anniversary of Julia's death. It was also Julia and my three year anniversity. Memories started to enter my mind. Memories of the night that went wrong.

I love you Eli. Julia said as she smiled at me.

I love you more I replied

Happy Anniversiry my love julia told me

I tried to shake out these painful memories. I was unsuccesful.

Eli you are horrible I hate you! I hate you! Julia screamed at me

Fine, your a bitch, Get the hell out of my car I yelled back at her

Fuck you Eli! Julia hollared as she jumped out of Morty and stormed away on her bike.

I could no longer take the flash backs. They angered me. They made me wish I was dead instead of her. I thought maybe I should try to beat the memories out of my head. I started to slap my hard scull, each time the blows got harder.
But the memories continued.

Julia I'm sorry, Oh god Julia. I said as I watched her life slowly slip away.

I am sorry to inform you, but your loved one has passed away said a local doctor.

I couldn't take the pain, and the regret. I got up and walked to one of my room walls. I started banging my head on my dark black walls. Each hit got me more worked up. I cracked and my fist came busting into the painted drywall.
My knees gave out and I slide down the wall. The tears came flowing out harder than ever.

I looked around my room. I saw a huge hole from last year. I never took this day well. My eyes searched every inch of my room. I saw many things that increased my pain. I saw Julia's favorite book sitting on the shelf. Her coat that she had left at my house many, many months ago. I could see our winter formal picture from our Freshman year. She looked beatiful I continued to search my room, even though I knew I could not take it. Then, I saw the thing that I felt hurt me the most.

There was a picture of Clare and I from a couple nights ago. It was one Adam had taken. I picked up the picture and stared into it deeply. Then the anger started to return. I opened up a nearby drawer and threw the picture in.
I could not look at the picture another second. It made me feel like I was cheating on Julia in some odd way.

I knew Julia was gone, I understood she was never coming back. But just for this one day, I was still Julia's, no matter who I was dating at the time.

I heard a knock on my bedroom door. I still didn't want to see anyone. I wasn't in the right mental state.

"Go away" I said from the other side of my room.

I guess the intruder didn't care what I wanted because the door came open anyway.

"Eli honey. I know that this day is hard for you, but you have to go to school" My mother told me.

"No, I am not going" I said avoiding eye contact with her.

My mom walked over to me and placed her arm around me and said "Honey, I know this is a hard day for you, but you have exams today." She got up and kissed me on the top of my head. Before leaving she added "Besides maybe seeing your friends might cheer you up"

I watched as the door shut behind my mom. I don't want to see my friends today, Better yet, I can't see them. who knows what I would end up saying to Clare and Adam. I was a unstable mess. I told myself that I would just have to avoid them as much as possibe.

I made my way over to my dresser. I got dressed in all black. Not a spec of color anywhere on my body. I made my way down the stairs. I was suprised I could even make it down them. I felt sluggish, exhausted and hated. As I opened the front door I looked over at my parents. They had conercerned looks on there faces.I ignored them and made my way to Morty.

I arrived at the school about 10 minutes later. I made my way to class avoiding eye contact with every soul at Degrassi.
I had gotten to my first class without any disturbance. But the trouble began In the halls after that.

"Hey man!" I heard Adam yell from across the hall. He sounded happy, peppy, and full of Joy. Everything I hated today.

I continued to walk down the hall, trying to avoid him. It was unsuccessful. I heard fast pace footsteps closing in on me.

"Hey Eli" I heard Adam say before I felt I hand on my shoulder.

I turned around and gave him a blank face expression. I am guessing he saw the hurt, the hatered and the agony in my eyes because he quickly asked "Whats wrong?" I didn't feel like talking about it. I had already told Adam everything involing Julia. He knew what today was, at least he should have.

"Think about it" I said before turning away and making my way to my next class. All my teachers must have known somthing was wrong. Not one of them asked me a question, or even talking to me.

I had one more block left. One more hallway walk through. I thought I was going to make it when I saw Clare walking toward me. I thought of any possible way to escape her. I looked left and saw walls. At my right, more walls.

"Eli!" Clare said as she came up to hug me. I quickly rejected it. I saw the confusing and the hurt of my rejection on her face.

"Eli? Did I do somthing wrong?" She asked me.

"Why do you always fucking think you did somthing wrong?" I said before I blazed past her and to my final class.

I started to hate myself even more. I could not believe I said that to Clare. I knew I was unstable. I should have tried to avoid her more. This is my fault. I have made someone else miserable. It was about to all start again. I could not let it happen in class.

I jumped up out of my desk and walked out of class. I heard shout "Hey! where are you going?" But I didn't even bother answering. I walked straight out to Morty. I had to go somewhere before the day was over.

I drove for about 45 minutes unti I pulled up to a cemetery. I got out and examined my surrondings. The sign over the entance read:

Middlebroke Town Cemetery.

I made my way into the very depressing land plot. I made my way up a hill where Julia was buried. I watched my feet and they moved over the green grass. When I looked up I saw a figure. It took my eyes some time to adjust.

Then the figure said "Hello Eli"


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