Fading memories

I begin to focus my energy. Soon, the battle around me disappears as I become one with my Guardian Force. I feel a soaring power, stronger then anything I've felt before. It's my first time using a GF, it is both exciting and terrifying. Suddenly it feels like I have sprouted wings and gained at least 200 pounds. I have molded with Bahamut, I hear its gruff voice in my mind attempting to calm me. I relax my mental barriers and feel Bahamut swoop into my memories, pushing them aside to make room for itself. I don't want to forget my childhood memories, that is what shaped me into the person I have become. What will I be now? Will I change because my memories have changed?

We are getting closer to the Earth, I see the confused monster, I bet it's wondering where I went. The power inside of me grows stronger, we spin towards the ground. The Guardian Force consumes more and more of my memories, my past disappears as Bahamut shoots out a bright beam of light. It hits the fiend and it disintigrates into the white light of the beam. Suddenly, Bahamut retreats back into the depths of my mind. I feel the world rush by me as my body reappears. I am exhausted. My body loosens up and I fall to the dirt covered ground. I lay there, eyes closed, in the gentle black behind my closed eyelids.

I hear the sound of running feet, then feel arms shaking me. I let my body go limp, why can't they just let me rest a moment? The arms continue to shake me. Alright, alright, ALRIGHT! I open up my cerulean eyes and peer into the face of a young man. I sit up and stretch. Seifer...is that...his name?..Seifer, why can't I remember him? Why does he seem so familiar?

The young man (Seifer?) leads me back to a large building...Balamb Garden? That's right, I'm a SeeD, and this Seifer...is he one of my friends? I make my way to my room.

...Will I ever remember?...

I hang up my SeeD uniform...

...Will I ever get back what I lost?...

I close my eyes and fall asleep...

...Is it possible that I will forget everything?...

...No! I will remember!...