A little melancholy, to say the least, but eh... When aren't I "angst ahoy?"
Nevertheless, happy holidays for those that celebrate them.


Nothing's ever good enough
I can never reach far enough
Nothing I could do or say
Would ever be the right thing

What exactly do you want
My blood and tears?
You already have them.

What exactly do you need?
My soul is bare, open to you
Isn't that enough?

God, I feel like I'm running
Running until I'm all out of breath
God, I just want to keep running
Run until there's nothing left
God, I can't stop myself from running
Towards the edge, towards the edge
(why must I keep away?)

When it's all said and done
I'm still here, I'm still alone
And no amount of pointing fingers
Will ever make this pain come undone

I still need you, I never stopped
It doesn't matter how hard I'm dropped
I love you like no one else
I'm pushing and pulling against myself

My heart still beats your name
Every bone is carved with the same
I love you. I need you. I bleed for you.
But something has to change.

Digging my heels into the edge
With everything far behind me
It can't hurt worse than it already does
Spread my broken wings
I'll learn to fly again.