A/N: this is just a little poem I wrote about Juuhachi-gou's thoughts when
she was still wondering what she was like before becoming a jinzouningen. I
rather like it, though I probably could have wrote more. When she is
referring to her past it's from the time when she was evil and trying to
kill the Z fighters. It's sort of a poem of regret, but you can interpret
it a lot of ways. Tell me what you think, I love reviews!

I find myself alone again
In this darkness I live in
Though I have one to help me find my way
I slip farther away every day
The past that I have tried to hide
Is threatening to eat me from the inside
From the moment that this all came to be
I knew that I would never again be me
Now I am cold, heavy and sad
I lived through that hell, I should be glad
But sometimes I wonder what life would be like
If Gero hadn't found us, if I led a normal life
If I could remember everything I was
If I could remember I would feel better because
I would know then if this was all a mistake
There would be nothing left to fear, nothing left to fake