A/N: Teehee...my first poetry that I've posted. I know I said in CB that I was gonna have a songfic out before next chapter but that one caught a snag and I'm in the process of untangling it. Meaning, I'm on the last verse and I'm stuck like a rock (Never did understand that phrase...) Anyway, I suddenly got a wave of inspiration for this little poem and I surprised myself by finishing it in about half an hour. So proud of myself...
Disclaimer: DON'TyouwishthaticouldOWN INUYASHA? What d'ya mean, no?!?!?!
Who Am I?
Who am I?
I ask myself this every night
As I lay beneath the open sky
I need to know, please, who am I?
I toss and turn upon my bed
Needing just a simple sign
Can't shake the feeling from my head
Can't shake the doubt that plagues my mind
I need his reassurance
I need to feel his warmth
But surely he can sense
I can't be the one he wants
Who am I?
I ask myself this every day
As I journey on my way
Can't you tell me, please, who am I?
I'm looking back at him again
I see his gentle smile
My heart is racing with this sin
This desire that drives me all the while
I need his love for me to be
Truer than the purest soul
But yet I know I cannot be
The one with whom he wants eternity
Who am I?
I wish I could ask him all the same
And know who it is he sees when he calls my name
He won't tell me, though, when I ask him who I am
He won't tell me because he knows
He would break this heart of mine
So he puts on this good show
And he whispers, "All with good time."
He means he could forget
The one who has my face
But I can honestly bet
He's already fallen too far in this net
Who am I?
I asked her this one time
Yet she just smiled without reply
Why won't she tell me just who I am?
I don't know anything anymore
My mind is all a mess
Not even sure what I live for
Too far gone to hope for the best
At one time I was so sure of who I wanted be
So sure of how I would live my life
Yet years spent with them has blinded me
To the simple fact that I'm Kagome Higurashi
Who am I?
I wish I could believe
When my heart tells me I'm not just a copy
But I can't even tell who I am.
He tells me that I'm me
That's all he wants me to be
Yet as I watch him so longingly
I can't help but wonder who he sees.
After all, even I can't say without a doubt
Just who I am this time around...
A/N: Kagome's having a bit of identity crisis there, eh? Hehehe ahem....I really gotta start writing something in Inuyasha's POV to balance all these stuff in Kagome's POV. He's really not getting a fair say...
