A/N Okay Guys this is my second story but my first proper one Please Review. It quite short but my other chapters will be longer.

Disclaimer: The only thing i own Jodie. And Draco And Cedric ( wakes up from dream) Damn!!!!

Every night I had the same dreams over and over again. In my dreams I was running and laughing by a lake with friends that I did not recognise we were all being chased by another person I did not recognise eventually I stopped running and found myself in a forest with a strange hooded figure running…no gliding towards me and then there was a flash of green light and everything went blank then I woke up. This would be fine if a) I had friends that would do those sort of things like run like maniacs because that was something they just didn't do, not even when they were pissed out of there trees and b) I lived nowhere near a lake or a forest but whatever its not as if it would come true is it ? The only thing that freaked me out really is the fact that I have them every night.

I was ten when the dreams started yet in the dreams I looked at least fourteen. So I had these dreams for four years every night sometimes I even woke up screaming. Why ? That I don't know because to me the dreams weren't that scary. I just didn't understand why I had this dream over and over again. Maybe it was trying to say something.

The summer after I turned fourteen my life changed. but I guess if I tell you how my life changed I would have to tell you about my life before it changed.

My name was Jodie Rushton I was fourteen and I was completely normal….Ish.

My hobbies were going out with my mates drinking and smoking. The thing is I never laughed with my mates, apart from the fake laugh I used just to please them I pretend I was happy because deep down I knew I didn't belong at all but I would never let them see that so I played along with the life I built for them. In school I was always picked on by the boys because I was fat and yeah I admit I was really fat but they didn't push me enough to do anything about it. The girls would all say I was pretty and stuff like that and tell the boys off for saying anything bad about me but I could tell most of them didn't mean it they were just lying to me like most people did.

At school I was the perfect mask I would just laugh at the comments but at home I was breaking slowly I knew deep down that I wouldn't hold on for much longer because soon I would break in public and tell everyone how much I pretended to fit in but the way I act around them was all lies.

The only person who knew how I felt was by best friend and she always will be my best friend. She was the icing on my cake. She held me together and she knew the real me, the one who wasn't afraid to dance around crazy or say what she feels. She was like a light when my world was in total darkness. And her name was Hayley Rose Allen. She called me her little piece of chaos because when she was there that was what I was chaos and I loved being the real me not the stuck always graceful girl who always has a mask on and has to evaluate every step she takes because if she takes the wrong step she will fall and the mask will fall down and everyone will see my pain, that is the one thing I absolutely hate weakness.

Even with Hayley there I knew I just didn't fit in but what was I going to do about it. There was nothing I could do my life was just one big lie.

My life was boring that's all it would ever be sometimes I cried myself to sleep because of the life I led. It broke my heart and sometimes I wished, just wished my life would be different and maybe exciting.

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