Guilt - He felt a small amount of guilt every time he lost a patient that he could have saved, but the guilt he felt when he realized he couldn't stay with that insane woman was much worse.
Protect - John always thought the hospital was his haven, so when Dr. Cox said he needed to be protected, he wondered what he meant.
Vacation - Most vacations the Doctors of Sacred Heart got were short and spent sleeping, but John thought that every time he and his boyfriend slept in, it was a their very own mini-vacation.
Eternity - After they lost Mrs. Jamie, John swore that he would spend forever crying, until Dr. Cox came home and calm him down.
Nightmare - Perry rarely showed any weakness, but John saw it for the first time the weekend after the car accident.
Traffic - John liked watching the cars and buildings pass from the window of the Porsche as Perry drove them to work.
Shower - The doctors at Sacred Heart knew that after a particularly hard shift, a shower helped soothe the muscles, but Perry knew that John's back rubs did far better then any shower ever would.
Sick - Perry had been a doctor for a while, so blood didn't bother him; But when he saw that it was John's blood, he felt sick.
Lust - When Perry walked into the next patients room, and he saw that women holding John's hand and obviously flirting, there was a short feeling of jealously before the lust hit.
Tell - John Dorian's parents were almost as messed up as his, but he didn't know until Perry told him so.
Move - Over one weekend, Perry decided that he and Jack needed to leave Jordan before one of them got hurt, plus, he got to surprise John.
Evaluate - It was not a surprise when Perry got an evaluation when he came in drunk, but it was a surprise when John got one for that stupid, tiny mistake.
Horror - The only reason Perry watch anything other than sports on television was to scare John into his arms.
Valentine - John realized that Perry finally understood the importance of holidays when he came into work and found a box set of Gilmore Girls in his locker.
Too Short - When he woke up the first Monday after he moved in, he realized weekends were never going to be long enough.
Sad - "Perry, there's no reason to be sad," Jordan said, but John taught Perry the difference between the truth and a lie a long time ago.
Mystery - Perry could handle the medical mystery's easy enough, but John will always be a on another level.
Risk - Perry knew it was a risk, but if John coded again, they'd have to do it anyway.
Stranger - The first time John yelled at Perry, he cried right after.
Broken - John knew for a while that the voice in his head was an odd problem, but he had no idea how bad it was until the neurologist told him.
