I have no comment on this one... too dark to comment.
In fact, this one depressed me to no end!
Disclaimer: Sumeragi Subaru, Sakurazuka Seishirou,
Tokyo Babylon, X and all related things are properties
of CLAMP. The fic is mine, the storyline is mine...
please don't claim this fic as yours, okay?
Love Me, Kill Me
by Silver Wind
lain@suiko.net
Ginga - http://suiko.net/lain/
"And finally we meet."
Sumeragi Subaru clenched his fists and took a deep breath
to regain control of himself.
"Doushite?" the other man smiled, "Struggling to
control yourself, Subaru-kun?"
Silence.
Sakurazuka Seishirou laughed, a mocking sound to
Subaru's ears, "I see you're still the expressive boy I
knew!"
"I'm not," the onmyouji replied, strain in his
voice, "I'm no longer that 16 year old boy, Seishirou-
san..."
"Is that so?" Sakurazukamori smirked, taking his
trademark sunglasses off, "I find it hard to believe."
Subaru shrugged, one good emerald eye flashing,
"Believe what you want. I''m only here to finish our
business..."
"And what business is that?" Seishirou took a
step closer towards him, "A revenge for your oneesan?"
"If that's what you think, then you truly don't
know me, Seishirou-san," the younger man answered
slowly, "You truly don't know what my Wish is..."
An evident of surprise crossed Seishirou's
face for just an instant, "Your Wish? Am I supposed to
know what it is, Subaru-kun?"
Subaru looked straight into the beautiful
brown eye, "Do you want to know, Seishirou-san?"
"Why should I?" an indifferent grin appeared
on Seishirou's face.
"Because you might change your mind," he stated
calmly.
"About what?" the assassin raised one eyebrow.
"Me being your prey and you being my hunter,"
the calmness of Subaru's voice is the contradiction
of the slight tremble in his hands.
Seishirou laughed, "I don't think so! You
belong to me, Subaru-kun! You wear my stars on your
hands. You are my prey and nothing will change that!"
Subaru surprised him by taking quick steps toward
him. The two men were face to face, only inches
separating them. Before Seishirou could recover from
his surprise, Subaru had his hands around the taller
man's body. He leans his head on to the broad chest.
Seishirou blinked twice, unsure what he should have
done to the onmyouji.
It was Subaru who finally stepped back. He tilted
his head so that their eyes met. One unblinking
brown eye and one unblinking green eye, the latter
was filled with torrents of emotions.
"I love you," Subaru said gently.
Seishirou blinked again and laughed
mockingly, "I'm honored, Subaru-kun! The thirteenth
head of Sumeragi clan is in love with Sakurazukamori?
What will the world say?"
"You're mocking... but I don't care," he
smiled sadly, "Now that I've said it to you... I
could ask you to grant my Wish."
"Are you not mistaken?" the evil smile stayed
on Seishirou's lips, "You asked /me/ to grant your
Wish?"
"Hai, because you're the only one who could
make my Wish come true," Subaru bowed his head, "Not
even your [Kamui], or mine can grant it."
"Just what is your Wish actually?" he asked,
"Enlighten me."
Subaru smiled and stepped forward again, so
their bodies almost touched, "Hold me, Seishirou-san."
That took Seishirou by surprise. After a few moments
of hesitation, he finally complied. He put his arms
around the thin body and pulled Subaru close.
"Is this your Wish, Subaru-kun?" he looked
down to the soft black hair.
"Iie," Subaru shook his head, voice muffled
against Seishirou's body, "Kill me, Seishirou-san."
He raised his eyebrows in confusion,
"Kill...?"
Subaru closed his eyes, "I want to die here.
Kill me like you did Hokuto-chan..."
"But... why?" Seishirou tightened his hold
around Subaru unconsciously.
"Kill me... and then we'll see if your heart
is really a void or not," Subaru replied softly,
"Kill me... because I've made a bet with myself
that you actually feel something for me. We'll see
if I'm right or not."
"Ridiculous! One way or the other you will
die!" the assassin exclaimed.
He shrugged, "So be it. If it's needed to
prove whether your heart feels, so be it."
"Very well," Seishirou smiled a feral grin,
"Sou da ne. I will kill you now. Give Hokuto-chan
my best regards!"
"I will," Subaru smiled, embracing Seishirou
even tighter, "I love you, Seishirou-san."
"Farewell, my prey."
Without hesitation, Seishirou ran his hand through
Subaru's body, a predatory smile spreading over
his handsome face. The onmyouji closed his eyes, a
whimper emitting from his throat. He trembled, his
whole body getting limp. The only support of his
thin frame is Seishirou's hands, one around him and
one through him.
Seishirou smiled, inhaling the scent of fresh blood
coming from his prey. Then he noticed something
sparkling fell on Subaru's hair. The next one
followed, then the third...
He frowned, water? Is it raining?
Subaru looked up at him with his remaining strength.
His right hand raised and touched Seishirou's left
cheek. Seishirou blinked when he felt something
wet on it.
"You... do... feel...," the dying Subaru
smiled happily, "You... you... cry, Sei..."
Seishirou touched his own cheek in
disbelief, "I..."
His whole body trembled. The void in his heart broke.
A whirlwind of emotions raged in him. He looked at
the smiling face of Subaru.
"You... you cry for me... Sei...?" he smiled
even broader, "I... I'm glad... Looks... looks...
like... I've won... the... bet..."
"Subaru-kun, I...," Seishirou choked in his
own words.
"Sa... yo... na... ra... Sei... Sei... shi...
rou... Seishi.. rou...," the emerald eye closed.
Subaru died, smiling and embracing Seishirou.
"Subaru!" the assassin tightened his embrace,
"Subaru-kun!"
The world fell silent.
"Forgive me!"
The tall man started to tremble violently, tears
falling from his eyes. A hysterical sobbing escaped
him.
"Subaru!"
THE END
I cried... I actually cried when I re-read this fic
all over again! T__T;;
Embarassing, ne?
Aoi-chan, honto ni sumimasen... I know you don't like
the ending!
Saa... I don't know what else to say. I can't believe
I wrote this dark piece!
In fact, this one depressed me to no end!
Disclaimer: Sumeragi Subaru, Sakurazuka Seishirou,
Tokyo Babylon, X and all related things are properties
of CLAMP. The fic is mine, the storyline is mine...
please don't claim this fic as yours, okay?
Love Me, Kill Me
by Silver Wind
lain@suiko.net
Ginga - http://suiko.net/lain/
"And finally we meet."
Sumeragi Subaru clenched his fists and took a deep breath
to regain control of himself.
"Doushite?" the other man smiled, "Struggling to
control yourself, Subaru-kun?"
Silence.
Sakurazuka Seishirou laughed, a mocking sound to
Subaru's ears, "I see you're still the expressive boy I
knew!"
"I'm not," the onmyouji replied, strain in his
voice, "I'm no longer that 16 year old boy, Seishirou-
san..."
"Is that so?" Sakurazukamori smirked, taking his
trademark sunglasses off, "I find it hard to believe."
Subaru shrugged, one good emerald eye flashing,
"Believe what you want. I''m only here to finish our
business..."
"And what business is that?" Seishirou took a
step closer towards him, "A revenge for your oneesan?"
"If that's what you think, then you truly don't
know me, Seishirou-san," the younger man answered
slowly, "You truly don't know what my Wish is..."
An evident of surprise crossed Seishirou's
face for just an instant, "Your Wish? Am I supposed to
know what it is, Subaru-kun?"
Subaru looked straight into the beautiful
brown eye, "Do you want to know, Seishirou-san?"
"Why should I?" an indifferent grin appeared
on Seishirou's face.
"Because you might change your mind," he stated
calmly.
"About what?" the assassin raised one eyebrow.
"Me being your prey and you being my hunter,"
the calmness of Subaru's voice is the contradiction
of the slight tremble in his hands.
Seishirou laughed, "I don't think so! You
belong to me, Subaru-kun! You wear my stars on your
hands. You are my prey and nothing will change that!"
Subaru surprised him by taking quick steps toward
him. The two men were face to face, only inches
separating them. Before Seishirou could recover from
his surprise, Subaru had his hands around the taller
man's body. He leans his head on to the broad chest.
Seishirou blinked twice, unsure what he should have
done to the onmyouji.
It was Subaru who finally stepped back. He tilted
his head so that their eyes met. One unblinking
brown eye and one unblinking green eye, the latter
was filled with torrents of emotions.
"I love you," Subaru said gently.
Seishirou blinked again and laughed
mockingly, "I'm honored, Subaru-kun! The thirteenth
head of Sumeragi clan is in love with Sakurazukamori?
What will the world say?"
"You're mocking... but I don't care," he
smiled sadly, "Now that I've said it to you... I
could ask you to grant my Wish."
"Are you not mistaken?" the evil smile stayed
on Seishirou's lips, "You asked /me/ to grant your
Wish?"
"Hai, because you're the only one who could
make my Wish come true," Subaru bowed his head, "Not
even your [Kamui], or mine can grant it."
"Just what is your Wish actually?" he asked,
"Enlighten me."
Subaru smiled and stepped forward again, so
their bodies almost touched, "Hold me, Seishirou-san."
That took Seishirou by surprise. After a few moments
of hesitation, he finally complied. He put his arms
around the thin body and pulled Subaru close.
"Is this your Wish, Subaru-kun?" he looked
down to the soft black hair.
"Iie," Subaru shook his head, voice muffled
against Seishirou's body, "Kill me, Seishirou-san."
He raised his eyebrows in confusion,
"Kill...?"
Subaru closed his eyes, "I want to die here.
Kill me like you did Hokuto-chan..."
"But... why?" Seishirou tightened his hold
around Subaru unconsciously.
"Kill me... and then we'll see if your heart
is really a void or not," Subaru replied softly,
"Kill me... because I've made a bet with myself
that you actually feel something for me. We'll see
if I'm right or not."
"Ridiculous! One way or the other you will
die!" the assassin exclaimed.
He shrugged, "So be it. If it's needed to
prove whether your heart feels, so be it."
"Very well," Seishirou smiled a feral grin,
"Sou da ne. I will kill you now. Give Hokuto-chan
my best regards!"
"I will," Subaru smiled, embracing Seishirou
even tighter, "I love you, Seishirou-san."
"Farewell, my prey."
Without hesitation, Seishirou ran his hand through
Subaru's body, a predatory smile spreading over
his handsome face. The onmyouji closed his eyes, a
whimper emitting from his throat. He trembled, his
whole body getting limp. The only support of his
thin frame is Seishirou's hands, one around him and
one through him.
Seishirou smiled, inhaling the scent of fresh blood
coming from his prey. Then he noticed something
sparkling fell on Subaru's hair. The next one
followed, then the third...
He frowned, water? Is it raining?
Subaru looked up at him with his remaining strength.
His right hand raised and touched Seishirou's left
cheek. Seishirou blinked when he felt something
wet on it.
"You... do... feel...," the dying Subaru
smiled happily, "You... you... cry, Sei..."
Seishirou touched his own cheek in
disbelief, "I..."
His whole body trembled. The void in his heart broke.
A whirlwind of emotions raged in him. He looked at
the smiling face of Subaru.
"You... you cry for me... Sei...?" he smiled
even broader, "I... I'm glad... Looks... looks...
like... I've won... the... bet..."
"Subaru-kun, I...," Seishirou choked in his
own words.
"Sa... yo... na... ra... Sei... Sei... shi...
rou... Seishi.. rou...," the emerald eye closed.
Subaru died, smiling and embracing Seishirou.
"Subaru!" the assassin tightened his embrace,
"Subaru-kun!"
The world fell silent.
"Forgive me!"
The tall man started to tremble violently, tears
falling from his eyes. A hysterical sobbing escaped
him.
"Subaru!"
THE END
I cried... I actually cried when I re-read this fic
all over again! T__T;;
Embarassing, ne?
Aoi-chan, honto ni sumimasen... I know you don't like
the ending!
Saa... I don't know what else to say. I can't believe
I wrote this dark piece!
