Hello! I bet you guys were expecting a one-shot, weren't you? Well, I've actually decided to write a fanfiction! Wooh! I've thought about writing one for a while now, and finally decided to actually do it! So, here it is! I hope you enjoy!
READ THIS BEFORE PROCEEDING TO THE STORY! So I just basically wanted to tell you a couple things before you start reading. This story is set in Season Three! There is no mystery/Sibuna stuff in this. Nina is in it, but both KT and Willow are not. Sorry for those of you who liked those characters. In the US, the channel for HOA changed and I wasn't able to watch the full third season, and still haven't, so I'm not fully educated on their characters. Couples are Fabina(obviously), Amfie, and Peddie. There may be other couples added, but those are the main ones. Mostly Fabina, though!
Enjoy!
Disclaimer; I DO NOT OWN HOUSE OF ANUBIS, SADLY!
Oh god, no. This could not be happening. Not to me. Not right now! We're so young, only seventeen. We can't do this. How did this happen? Well, I know how it happened but...Why? Why me?
I picked up the little plastic stick and gripped it inbetween the thumb and forefinger of my right hand. My eyes caught the sight of the little plus sign and I sighed as my eyes welled up with tears. This has to be a mistake. I-I'm not p-pregnant. I can't be. But the thing is, I can.
It happened last month. Everyone in Anubis House, except Fabian and I, had taken the weekend off to visit their families. I wasn't about to pay a ton of money to fly back to America for one short weekend, so I stayed behind. And Fabian stayed with me.
Long story short, I didn't want to stay in my room by myself, so Fabian let me sleep in his room with him. The same bed and everything. We got a bit carried away and now I'm here with a small bump and a positive pregnancy test in my hand.
My body shook with tears and the test dropped to the floor with a satisfying 'clack'. I backed into the wall and slid down it, tears streaming down my face like a dripping water faucet. What was I going to do?
"I don't blame you little one, I don't blame you." My voice cracked as I rested my hands on my tiny baby bump.
What would everyone think of me? I had loads of people to tell. Trudy, Amber, Gran, Fabian. Fabian. Oh god, what will he think? I honestly can't fathom what his reaction will be. Sometimes I think he'll react one way and he reacts the polar opposite.
He'll probably blame it on me. Everyone will. I do. It's my fault we're in this mess. If I hadn't of said that I was scared to sleep alone, he wouldn't have offered for me to sleep with him. We therefore wouldn't have done it. Therefore I wouldn't have a baby in my stomach right now.
God, I'm such a screw-up! I love Fabian so much it hurts, and now I'm going to be the reason we break up. How do I even tell him that we're having a baby? Either a mini me or a mini him. How do I tell him that I have a human inside me? A piece of me and a piece of him.
I know this sounds horrible, he does deserve to know, but I'm going to put off telling him for as long as I possibly can. Maybe it'll make it a bit easier. I honestly just need to gather my thoughts and fully grasp the thought that in less than nine months, I'll be holding a tiny baby in my arms. I'll have someone I need to care for and protect. Nurture, feed, and love. I already love them. I can't help it. I'm already attached.
I slowly stand up and look in the mirror. God, I look like a mess. I quickly wet a wash rag and wipe under my eyes, clearing the smeared mascara and tears stains off my cheeks. Brushing a comb through my hair, I sigh and look in the mirror. Not as bad as I looked before, but I definitely didn't look good.
I stuff the pregnancy test back into the box and open the door, shuffling back to Amber and I's room. I need someplace I can hide it that no one would think to look. Under my bed? No. In my suitcase? No. And then my eyes land on my bookshelf. I quickly pull out a couple books and shove the test into the back, pushing the books back in front of it. There. Safe and sound.
I push back a lock of hair and let out a gentle sigh, sitting down on my bed. Amber was downstairs with Alfie, so I quickly grab my diary from under my bed and shuffle around my nightstand drawer to find my favorite pen. Sitting back into my pillows, I open it to the first new page and start writing. I don't do normal, everyday, journal entries, I just do them when I need to get my thoughts and feelings out on paper
October 4, 2014
Dear Diary,
Today I found out some very nerve-racking, but exciting, news. I'm pregnant. I know I screwed up big time, but I guess I still haven't processed the whole idea that in a couple months, I'll be a mother. It's crazy. Fabian and I are only seventeen. Still in High School. Senior Year to be exact. I have no idea what we're going to do. I don't even know how I'm going to tell Fabian. He'll hate me. I've forever ruined his life.
This isn't something I can just undo. I honestly wouldn't want to. I want this baby. No matter if Fabian wants it or not, I'm going to keep it. I'm going to love my child as much as anyone would. Just because I'm young, doesn't mean I'm incapable of loving a child. I already love he/she.
I'll probably wait a while to tell him. Firstly, I need to process this myself. I couldn't handle another person knowing. Except maybe Trudy. I'll probably tell her tonight. I know I can trust her with my secret.
That's all for now.
-Nina
I felt a couple tears slip down my face as I clutched my diary to my chest. This being the second time I've cried today, I don't feel as if there are any more tears left in me, but somehow they keep coming. Rolling off my cheeks. One by one, like raindrops. I push my diary back into my box and shove it under the bed. After slipping my fancy black, ballpoint tip pen back into my nightstand, I curl up into a ball on my bed.
If I fall asleep, maybe when I wake up this will all have been a dream. But I know for a fact that it won't. This is my life now, and I need to make the best of it.
Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out. And I'm soon fast asleep, dreaming of all the obstacles to come.
A/N; So, what did you think of the first chapter? Please leave a review, because reviews give me inspiration, and inspiration means more Fabina writing for you! Yay! Anyway, this story will be updated as frequently as possible, but I don't have a set schedule. So I'll basically write when I have the inspiration and time! I am still going to post occasional one-shots as well. So, whenever I don't have an idea for this, I'll just write a random one-shot! Sound good?
Thanks for reading! xx ~Emma
