Just an idea that I had the other night whilst I was falling asleep and knew that if I remembered it in the morning that I was going to ahve to get it down onto paper and actually make it into a fanfiction. I am setting it at the end of Kurt's years at McKinley and going along with the lines that both Rachel and Kurt were accepted into a New York University (NYADA). So that is what I am playing up against. For the start of it I will be placing it under T just for languae and maybe if I need to moving it up to M if things get heated.
Summary: Rachel and Kurt get the lifetime opportunity to move to New York and attend the NYADA. Yet that means leaving Blaine behind. Although Rachel and Finn are still sort of dating Finn stays back to build up a decent amount of money to get a flat in New York.
Rated: T - although subject to change as the story progresses.
It was still rather hard to believe this had all happend and if anything it was still sinking in for Kurt Hummel. He couldn't seem to decide whether or not it was a good thing that both himself and Rachel had gotten into NYADA, simply down to the fact that there was going to be no getting away from her. He knew that they would end up sharing a Dorm, of course there would be others there. Yet that wasn't the point.
No, he had to stop thinking about reasons not to go. Since he knew for certain that if he did that then he would only start convinving himself that he couldn't leave Blaine behind and that conversation had already been crossed. Blaine had simply turned around and told that the last thing he wanted was for him to let go of his dreams just to spend everyday here with him. Yet it was what he had said after that which made Kurt finally decide to actually go. i If you don't go then I am breaking up with you. Because I couldn't ever live with myself knowing that I was the one keeping you here. Long distance relationships work out sometimes and besides I will see you in the holidays and the occasioal weekend. Now you are going to New York. /i
Everything was almost packed into the suitcase, there was just a matter of packing up a couple more scareves and a few extra tops. He knew that there was bound to be something that he forgot, that always seemed to be the case. Yet it wasn't the worst case senario. At least he had the essentials packed. he made sure that he packed them first, like his hairspray. If he forgot that then he would refuse to go out anywhere until he had some.
Yet it seemed that now he wasn't destined to finish packing, which couldn't be seen as a good thing considering he had to leave to meet Rachel at the Airport in just over three hours, as Blaine walked into the room.
"Hey, your dad said that I could come up. How you feeling? Nervous?"
Kurt could only smile. i "I have no idea. I don't really think I have even let it hit me yet. Just in case something goes wrong and I get there and they decide that I am not good enough after all. What do I do then? What if they suddenly decide that they have made a mistake and they..."
Blaine cut him off by pressing a finger to his boyfriends lips. "Look just calm down okay. They are not going to decide that. You are amazing, Kurt. You are gorgeous and talented and the most amazing singer. You are going to be amazing out there. I just look forwards to reciveing letters from you including tickets to see you on Broadway and I can stand up in the interval and shout to th whole theature that you are my guy and that I love you and just how proud of you I am"
As those words escaped his lips Blaine pressed his lips against Kurt's and pulled him into a hug. Yet being the sneaky thing that he was he reached down into Kurt's suitcase and slipped in an envelope under a few items of his clothes. Just somethng for Kurt to read once he was in New York.
After a few moments Kurt pulled bck away from Blaine. "Okay, stop distracting me. I need to finish packing before I go. Go and make yourself useful and get me a coffee from The Lima Bean."
"Sorry I can't. Just came over to say goodbye. My mum needs help with the decorating."
Kurt simply flung his arms around Blaine's neck and hugged him. "I am going to miss you so much. Promise you will write to me and talk to me everyday. I don't want to lose contact with you."
"I will I promise." Blaine replied as he pulled away from Kurt and headed towards the door.
"Blaine!" Kurt called after him. "I love you"
"I love you too" came Blaine's reply before he walked out the room and left Kurt to just listen to the sound of his footsteps heading down the stairs.
The time that passed after Blaine stepped out the door just seemed to fly past, and not in a good way. This was the moment that he had almost been dreading. He just didn't know what to make of all this. Sure it was a once in a lifetime chance to follow his dreams. So why was he so scared? He hadn't exaclt been that far away from home before for more than a couple of nights. It just seemed like a step that a hell of a lot to take in. Something that suddenly made him realsie that he was greatful for the fact that Rachel was joining him and that he was wasn't going to br annoying. Sure that girl could be really rather annoying at times and yet he certainly couldn't ask for a better person to join him. Rachel had to be his best friend. They just shared the same interests and everything that they did together just seemed to work. Kurt knew for certain that if he wasn't as gay as the world was round, then he would certainly be all over that girl and stealing her from Finn before he had time to realise it had happened.
Before he realised what he was doing he found himself at the airport standing in fornt of one very excited looking Rachel Berry. He smiled rather nervously and hugged her. There was certainly no going back now. He couldn't just decide that he didn't want to go to NYADA. Yet he knew that securing his place there was going to ahve to be down to Rachel now.
"Okay, I have to get one thing very clear to you, Rachel. No matter what I say you can't let me not go to New York. If you have to handcuff me to the plane then do it."
Rachel just laughed and hugged again. "Fine. Leave it to me. I am not having you bail on me."
Blaine hadn't realised just how hard this was goingt o be. Just getting home and having the realisation that Kurt wasn't going to be around the morning. Things were certainly going to be different for a long long time. It was just something that he was goingt o ahve to get used to. The excuse that he had used to get away as fast as possible was starting to seem to unfold into a bad idea, right now. He almost wished he had gone to the airport with him and said goodbye to him there. Yet wouldn't have made this any easier. Sure he knew that Kurt was going to be alright. Yet that didn't stop him from worrying about him. Blaine headed upstairs and into his bedroom before he slumped down upon his bed and simply stared at the ceilling. A single tear trickled down his face. Could he really face a whole year in Ohio without Kurt? Sure he had faced almost sixteen years without him before. Only that had been before the two of them had met.
A/N: I know that this chapter is a little short and probably just all over the place but it is really just to set the scene. I am sorry for any spelling mistakes I wrote it at like 2am when I was half asleep.
