Tris POV

The soft morning sunlight casts a golden glow across our bedroom when I first open my eyes. Tobias's arms are still wrapped around my waist and I don't bother to move them. Instead, I press my body closer to his, letting his warmth seep into my body. I breathe in his scent, masculine, of wind, sweat and soap, and it is this smell that makes me feel instantly safe, protected.

I almost fall asleep again, but I decide I want to be awake to see Tobias wake up. God, I fall in love with him more each day I think to myself, smiling. I want to love him, but then I remember the difficulties our relationship is facing-how he teases me constantly-that's been going on for weeks. Moments after, Tobias' eyes open, and he smiles when he sees that I'm staring at him

"Good morning," he says roughly. Tobias tightens his grip around my waist and pulls me towards him. Leaving one arm around my waist, he runs his fingers across my cheekbone, and then through my hair. He lightly kisses me, and I respond with an intense kiss back. I run my hand down his back, wanting more and more of him.

I start to pull at the hem of his shirt, but Tobias pulls back, letting go of me "Time to get up!" he says and I huff, crossing my arms. Lately he's been teasing me a lot, giving me affection and then not allowing me continue. Tobias gets in the shower, and then I do. I change into a black t shirt and jeans, and grab some cereal for breakfast.

"I'm guessing Christina will want to get your ready for the date or whatever?" Tobias asks stepping into the kitchen and grabbing a bowl of cereal. I nod, "Yeah, so I guess I won't see you until six, at the restaurant." I finish off my breakfast and glance at the watch 11:38 ! Christina told me to meet her at 12, so that we could have plenty of time to get ready for the party.

"I have to get going," I tell Tobias and grab my party clothes and shoes. I don't bother to kiss him goodbye, knowing that he'll tease me a bit before allowing me to do anything.

Just as I'm about to open the door to leave, I feel someone lift me up into the air and I let out a scream "Tobias!" I snap. He picks me up into his arms and is about to kiss me when I stop him "Tobias, I can't go on like this. You get to kiss me all you want, but whenever I try to give you affection you just back away! You've become very selfish, Four!"

I feel tears heat roll down my cheeks "I-I want our relationship to go on, but not this way."

I try to get down off his arms, but he tightens his grip and doesn't let me go "Tris, I don't know what you're talking about," Tobias replies, a look of hurt on his face "I-I just-" I cut him off before he can finish his sentence "Put me down," I say as calmly as I can, and obediently he sets me on the floor again

"Tobias, honestly I think you need to stop it with this attitude. So please think about what I've said, and try to act accordingly." Our eyes lock for a second before I close the door and leave.

Christina's apartment is big, with three bedrooms and two bathrooms. Naturally, she shares a bedroom with Will but she reserves an extra room to fill with dresses, skirts, pants, shoes, makeup..., which is where we are sitting now, getting ready for the party. When I got to her house, we talked a bit before having a light lunch. Now she's handing me a small, hot pink bag.

"For you to wear tonight," she says, smiling. I look at her confused "What do you mean? I already bought clothes yesterday!"

Christina giggles "No, this is for you to wear under that dress." I nod, understanding what she means, and take a peek inside the bag. I take out a matching pair of sexy black and red lace underwear and a push up bra and immediately give them back to Christina "Oh, no Christina I am not wearing that!" I say, almost laughing at her.

Christina pouts "But why not? I'm sure Tobias would appreciate it!" I feel my cheeks getting hot and red, and snatch the bag back. Give it a try, I think You are trying to fix things with him, aren't you?

"I'm trusting you, Chris!" I sigh. "Don't worry. You can count on me," she replies, smiling. I slip the the under wear into my bag.

I look at the purple clock in Christina's room and see that it's already 2:15 "We should start getting ready for dinner!" She squeals, hopping on the floor "The guys are going to be back here at 5:45, to drive us over to the restaurant, after all!". I nod vaguely, not understanding her enthusiasm.

Christina first applies her own makeup and dresses herself in a tight black dress with a sweetheart neckline . Then she went on to doing my makeup, simple as I asked for it-black eyeliner, eye shadow and mascara. I hate wearing makeup, hate the sticky feeling it gives my face, but I don't want to disappoint Christina even more with my un-femininity.

I put on the underwear and push up bra that Christina gave me, the bra magically making my breasts seem twice as big. Then I slipped on the heels, which I was able to somehow walk in. "Yeah, you need practice in those," Christina says, shaking her head "Just wear them for the rest of the afternoon, so that when we go to dinner you'll be more prepared." I smile back, trying to match her excitement.

When we're ready, we just sit around and talk some more, discussing our new lives in the city.

"How far have you and Tobias gone?!" Christina asks, "Christina!" I snap at her sternly, my cheeks getting red "That's none of your business!" I huff, crossing my arms and sticking my tongue out. Christina rolls her eyes "Fine..." The hours go by, and finally its 5:30.

"They should be here any moment now..." Christina says. My mind is swarming with a thousand thoughts about today's dinner and my argument with Tobias. How is he going to act? Is he mad at me? I start to regret what I told him earlier, guilt gnawing its way inside of me. All he's done is love me, and I return that by yelling at him and calling him selfish. I promise myself I'll apologize tonight, although a part of me still believes what I told him.

Just as I was thinking of him, Tobias and Will step inside Christina's apartment. Tobias is wearing a faded blue plaid shirt, a leather jacket, black jeans and converse. As soon as he sees me a smile begins to creep up on his face, but is soon gone, like he thought better about smiling at me. I gulp this is your fault I think to myself.

Christina, Tobias and I all get into Will's car, sitting in the back seats. I sit in the middle, squeezed between Tobias and Christina, and lean into Tobias, hoping that he'll notice. Thankfully he does, since he places his hand on my bare knee and moves his thumb in a slow, circular motion. I put my hand on top of his to show my approval, that it's okay.

When we get to the restaurant, Tobias steps out of the car first, and holds his hand out for me to reach and help me out of the car, even though he knows I'm perfectly capable of doing so myself. I gladly take it anyway, smiling.

The restaurant is buzzing with people, couples and families enjoying dinner. I think Tobias might have seen a couple of men looking at me, because he wraps his arms around my waist protectively, glaring around the room. I giggle a bit at his jealousy He cares about me I think guiltily "Don't worry, I'm all yours" I assure him, trying to close the emotional gap between us from our argument earlier. He grins and whispers in my ear "You look good, Tris." Just like he did during initiation in Dauntless.

At the table, Tobias sits next to me and Will and Christina sit across from us. We order lamb chops and salad to share. I devour my food hungrily, a little faster than I expected. Tobias has been acting distant the whole night, and since I know this is my fault, I decide to do something about it. Without a doubt, I slip my hand under the table and lace Tobias' long, delicate finger in mine. A smile curls up on his face, and he glances at me for a split second.