Hi everyone! This is my first Star wars fanfic out of all of the different series, and I am so excited to be writing this one. Once I saw episode "Gathering Forces", I just had to post this.
Enjoy, and I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I do not own Star Wars Rebels.
Chapter 1:Wondering
Ezra layed wide awake in his room, silently listening to Zeb's snores. His mind continually replayed little bits and fragments of what he had done on Lothal. Never in his life has he ever experienced pain like that before. All of the rage, sadness, and suffering he'd been feeling for years had consumed him into nothing but darkness.
A shiver went through him.
He could faintly still feel the cold that had spread all through his body when he had passed out, after summoning that large monster onto the Inquisitor.
The Inquisitor...
Ezra felt no remorse for what he had done. That evil man we going to kill Kanan and might even the rest of the team if they got in his way. Everything was at stake. He had to do something, he couldn't let his friends die, and he wouldn't fail to save his master. And yet... Ezra did manage to fail Kanan in a way. In what kind of way, he didn't know yet. But he could take a pretty good guess, though.
He turned on his side, facing the wall.
He could recall seeing the fear and worry in Kanan's eyes. He had even seen a tiny amount of disappointment as well in those two grey-blue orbs. That was when Ezra knew something was wrong with him.
Why did he black out? Why was he in pain? Why is he still cold? Why couldn't he remember everything that had happened? And why is he still so angry?
' Sometimes you just have to let your guard down.'
Those words echoed in Ezra's head. He did bring his guard down. Or at least he thought he did. Forgiving Zebo was supposed to be the key to all of his problems going away. The connection to his master and his surroundings were supposed to be stronger. And it was. Well, one of them were.
But it just didn't feel right. There was something different about the force, and he didn't know what.
But maybe Kanan did.
Ezra sat up slowly, fighting the urge to rub his arms from the sudden chill. Kanan would most definitely have an idea of what was going on with him. He was the one who could possibly answer all of his questions.
Ezra hopped off of the top bunk quietly, making sure he didn't wake up Zeb.
It was time to get some answers.
This chapter was short and sweet.
The next part of this three shot will be longer, so prepare for chapter two.
Please review a.s.a.p.
~Debra101
