What would my life of been like?
As my brother is sleeping, I'm just wondering what my life would be like if I was a still a human not this suit of armour with the blood seal my brother gave me to keep me in his life. I want to be able to eat, sleep and touch things.
I can't eat the food I want I never get hungry or feel starving. I'm scared for those who shoot at me as they are putting their selves in danger, as the bullet just reflects of this steel body of mine and ends up hitting them. When I see their blood I wonder what it would be like to see my own blood instead of others although I don't wish myself harm or death or pain I would never do any of those things.
I want to be able to sleep and have lie-ins, to have dreams just like my brother, I look at him sometimes while he sleeps wondering what he's dreaming about while he tosses and turns. Although I guess he doesn't get to see the beauty of the night and dawn like I do like I always do. I wonder what my dreams would be like, would they be dreams of my past, present or my future.
I want to be able to feel things, the warmth of a hug from Winry when I'm a human again. To tell the difference between something that's hot or cold or burn my finger if I lift a pie out of the oven without gloves on it would just be so funny me clenching my hands and shaking them frantically, shouting "OW OW OW!" Because of how hot it is.
I can't wait till Ed and I find the philosopher's stone so we can get our bodies back.
A/N My second fanfic is on Al because I'm always feeling sorry for Al as he can't do those things and sorry for the kind of weird emo moment in it, I was just typing the first thing that came to mind. So please review this.
