It was a quiet night, the stars shone brightly in the dark sky. I reached towards the stars a tear running down my cheeks, I reached out, the salty tears began to pour down my face at a quicker rate. I reached out, hoping that finally obtaining one would solve my problems. I stood up and ran towards the stars screaming out in pain, wanting to grab one, and end this pain. I tripped on a small rock and fell towards the earth, the small grass cushioning the impact that otherwise would have knocked me out. I grabbed a chunk of the grass in each hand and ripped it out from the dirt and slammed it back down. I cried louder and louder, begging for someone to hear my pleas and to end this toxic pain.
"Please mercy, mercy is all I beg from you…" I croaked out. My tears blurring my vision. My head began to thump with pain, each wave of pain making me fall to my knees whenever I tried to get back up. The pain worsened and worsened, the pain, it kept throwing me down with each agonizing wave. "PLEASE! HAVE MERCY!" I screamed out towards the sky wanting a reply. Even with the distance away from her, she still destroys my ability to function, it is as if I am being controlled like a puppet, being forced to endure all the pain she inflicts on me, even though she means no harm. Thump. The pain again throws me to the floor, I scream out in pain not being able to bear with such pain. "I'm begging you please, have mercy on me…" Not being able to stand against the pain, I close my eyes to let myself be enveloped by the darkness, hoping that it would be able to comfort me and save me from this, life ending pain.
I slowly opened my eyes, a light through my eyelids and hit my iris. I moved my hand to quickly cover my eyes. With my eyes covered I quickly got up which did not play out well, my head still thumping with pain sent another shockwave throughout my body forcing me back down. Just as I was about to give it another attempt, I heard a voice. My eyes widened from under my hands and my chest felt like it was collapsing. It was a small, but comforting voice that sounded so very smooth, I was all too familiar with that voice. "Hey, careful, you shouldn't try to get up so quickly. You're in no good condition to try something like that." the voice said in a concerned tone. Even with my hands covering my eyes, I could tell what movement was going on, she was moving to close the source of the light, the blinds in the room I assumed.
I could feel her body nearing me, I could also feel my body tensing as she neared. I did not want to be near her but I no choice, this pain has me completely immobilized. She would not let me out anyways, she was also the overprotective type, it's a reason why I fell in love with her.
