I beg you to take a moment to notice me.
However, your pride forbids it.
A moment of your time, that's all I want for you to take
To love me I'd be overjoyed just for you to show me anything.
Everything freezes over when you are gone,
Fear remains. I need your attention like a nicotine hit.
Every time I get one, it's just not possible of being
Enough. I
have had it living this life.
Lies and empty promises are all that
remains now.
I know you want a different person, someone I can
Never be. She's too much my opposite.
Gone is the hope that you will change how your heart works.
This is the end of my childhood romance. I cry.
Her body is perfect, not scrawny like mine. She
Eats; I do not and will not. I will somehow achieve my
Perfection through starvation. You don't ask if I need help.
All you ask is how you look when you go to meet her.
I need you to talk me out of this mental lock.
Now, before it is too late. Or is it already?
A/N
Yep another miserable thing dragged out of my system to torment you with! Can't think of the name of it, but one of those reading down the side ones. So um, yeah.
