-¡Karma Ashcroft!

The yell of the teacher finally brought the girl back to the real world. Everyone laughed of her but she didn't feel bad, she was used to people raising their voices to her, not in a bad way, the thing was that sometimes Karma daydreamed that intense and the only way to wake her up was yelling at her, or tickling her but that choice was a bit more dangerous. Karma didn't like people touching her.

-I'm sorry Mr. Clint. –she apologizes with a low voice.

The teacher sighed exasperatedly. Everyone knew that he was a very patient man but Karma used to get the worst of him. He had never met a girl with such a lack of concentration and motivation although there was something that Karma couldn't stop thinking or wishing.

And that was Amy Raudenfeld. The most popular girl in the whole school, and how could that be different? She was the quarterback of the school football team. The most beautiful girl Karma knew, she was just a dream…

-¡KARMA! –Mr. Clint had his face red now.

-Sorry…

Later Karma went straight to Shane, her best and only friend of the world. He began to laugh of Karma when she told him what happened in the morning.

-Poor, Mr. Clint. –Shane said with tears in her eyes. –Well Karma that's what your lesbian thoughts do to you.

-Hey! –the girl shushed him quickly. –Someone could hear you, idiot!

-Oh-my-gosh… -Shane rolled his eyes. –Can't you just accept you like girls? Are you really that ashamed of yourself?

That comment offended Karma. She wasn't ashamed of anything. She was sure she likes girls, but unlike Shane she hasn't the need to yell her truth to everyone.

-I'm not ashamed. –Karma whispered angrily. –Just because I don't want anyone else to know about my personal life doesn't mean…

-That means just what I said. –Shane concluded texting to a hot guy probably. Karma didn't want to keep fighting, she knew she was right… right?

That night Karma ate very little. Shane words kept flying through her thoughts. That, Amy, the school, and everything.

In her mind she was sure that spent that many hours thinking in Amy was ridiculous. That would never happen. She was way too awesome, and the school slut, liam Booker, was always lurking around her. It kills Karma everytime she saw that, and twice when Amy flirted with him. No, that was like four times worst.

It is what it is, Karma. Obviously Amy is going to end with the most popular boy of the school, stop dreaming now.

Because, what else could happen? That she would someday be brave enough to tell Amy what she feels?

-Listen to Mr. Clint, Karma –she said to herself-, stop daydreaming.

Wednesday was the favorite day of the week for our little girl. The reason? She shares the first period with Amy, and the only one of the week so that day what like sacred.

All the mornings she knew the gorgeous face of Amy Raudenfeld was just about minutes to be close to her she tried to do something with her hair, however, like every other day in her life, her hair was such a mess so there was again the beanie. That was sacred too, in some way at least.

-Good day, darling. –Her mom kissed her in the cheek sweetly. –You look happy, there's something happening today?

-Nothing. –Karma lied holding her hand behind her back. –mom, I have to go, bye!

-wait! And your breakfast? It's the most important food of the day!

Karma didn't listen to her, she wanted to be soon in class so would not loose even a minute of her blond goddess.

She came that early that she door of the classroom wasn't even open. She waited feeling nervous. Some kids began to appear but there was no sight of Amy. When the teacher came, Karma's world exploded, Maybe Amy wasn't going to be here today…

She rested her body in the seat with her head looking at the roof. The threw her books in the mini desk, but they landed on the floor. She closed her eyes. If her Amy wasn't here then what was the point of picking up the books? Her mind was already in other planet.

Then, she felt someone touching her shoulder. Karma opened her eyes and opened her mouth to yell to that person to stay away when the she knew what heaven was.

Amy.

Amy Raudenfeld.

Her goddess.

-Hey, are you ok? –Amy asked. When the little girl just kept looking at her with her eyes and mouth wide open she began to get scared. –You okay, little one?

She called me… OH MY GOD…

Now Amy was really scared, what was happening? She touched the face of the girl and that seemed to bring her back. Her cheeks got all red in seconds.

-Sorry… -Karma whispered looking at the floor. She knew it was a waste to not be seeing the face of her angel but her embarrassment was stronger.

-Don't be. –Amy seemed more calmed now. –I thought you were a zombie or something. –she joked around. –umm, well I was just going to sy that I picked up your books.

She pointed to the mini-desk and Karma felt her heart warming.

-Sooo… be careful. –Amy said patting the head of the girl and touching Karma's cheek again sweetly.

Karma saw her leave with her eyes shining. This was the most perfect meet cute ever. Well, not in reality, but was a meet cute with Amy, that was just perfect.

She touched her cheek where Amy touched her. –I'll never wash this part of my face again…

The rest of the class was normal. Liam appeared late, and he went straight to sit with Amy Raudenfeld. Jealous were eating Karma in the inside but she still had the memories of what just happened, and they were going to live with her ever. All her life.

-Yeah! That's what I'm telling. –The stupid voice of Liam could be heard and was strong enough to make Karma forget what she was thinking. –so, Amy, what do you say about?

-About what, silly boy? –she smiled back. Karma wanted to puke but she couldn't stop hearing.

-You know, girl! Me, you, my car and a hot date tonight? Sounds tempting right?

Please don't go! Please don't go!

-I'll be honored of going on a date with you, Liam Booker. –Amy said and Karma really wanted to puke right there. –you're so romantic!

Ok, that was enough. Karma walked to the teacher, she needed to get out of there. With the excuse of "that time of the month" she made it to the bathroom.

Never even in a million of years she'd understand what that thing that Amy sees in him was. He was stupid, a bully, and a big and dirty slut but even with all that he had the most beautiful girl of all falling for him. How was that even fair?

It's not like Karma thought that she was the best for Amy. Her goddess was obviously out of her league, although she knew she was better than Liam. That asshole just wanted sex. Sadly she thought that maybe tonight Amy would give herself to that ass.

Life was so not fair.

Her math teacher enters in the bathroom surprising her. –Are you ok?

-Yes… Miriam. –she remembered that this teacher always asked to her student to call her by her name.

-You seemed ill back there. –she was worried.

-I swear I'm fine. –Karma lied. In her thought was the image of Amy having sex with Booker.

Oh my God! Please brain stop!

-You're obviously not fine. –she said holding Karma by her shoulder. –You know, I was going to ask you something. But now I'm not sure if you can help me…

-Help you? It's something about numbers? Because if it's like that I don't wanna hear anything.

-Yeah, I should've known you'd say that. It's just Amy really needs a tutor for the class and you're the best student of my class so I thought… well it doesn't matter.

Karma, literally melted right there.

-YES! –she screamed scaring Miriam. –I'LL HELP YOU!

-Karma…

-YES! YES! YES!

-Please stop that. –Miriam said shutting the mouth of the girl with her hands. –Someone could think something weird hearing you screaming like that.

Karma's cheeks began to get red again but he tried to not care about it. –So, how is this gonna work?

-Look, Karma, I've already talked to Amy and she said she was willing to study with a tutor, so when the class ends I'll call both of you, that's fine?

-That's awesome! Fantastic! Increíble!

-Right… -Miriam gave her a weird look but happy because she had what she wanted.

The time left, for Karma seemed like hours, but when finally the ring sounded she was the first of all to get on her feet. She went right to Miriam waiting for Amy.

-Ok, I see you're happy with this, that fine. –Miriam laughed.

Amy walked to then with Liam by her side.

-Sorry, Liam, this is a girl's talk, you have to wait outside.

Yes, sorry, Liam. I don't care. Ha, Ha, I'm really mean.

The boy seemed a bit upset but he walked away closing the door behind him.

-So what's happening? –Amy said with that beautiful mermaid voice of hers.

-You remember that I talked to you about getting help from a tutor? –she smiled pointing to Karma. –Well, I found one for you right here.

-Really? –Amy seemed happy and Karma couldn't stop the love growing in her belly. –That's awesome! –she said smiling to Karma now. –I hope you're patient though, I'm not an easy one.

Karma wanted to scream that she will have patience forever if that means to spent time with her.

No! you have to act cool, Karma.

Yeah. –she said trying to hide her happiness. –I think I can deal with you… even if I'm very busy but well…

-Well, thanks then for doing this. –her goddess hugs her. They set a time for tomorrow after class to start and both girls walked to different classes.

Just when Karma was in her house she remembered that she wasn't that good in maths. Why would Miriam asked her to help Amy then?

-oh what does it matter! –she said to herself. She picked up her phone to call her friend.

-Shane! –she yelled through the phone. You need to be here now!

-What the hell is happening? Please don't tell me you found a spider in your bedroom again! You have to learn to deal with that alone, I'm not going to help you!

-It's not that! –Karma said trying to forget the incident with the spider. It still gives her bad dreams. –I need you to teach me math so I can teach someone else tomorrow!

-Wait… oh my god, Karma, did you eat one of those cupcakes of your dad's? you know what that is right?

-Oh my god, please stop thinking and just help me pleeeeease!

She heard the sigh of her friend and she knew she had won. –Fine, I'll go but you have to tell me what the fuck is happening.

-I'll tell you everything!

One hour later Shane was trying to teach Karma enough so she could teach Amy something tomorrow.

-I still can't believe the lucky you are. –Shane said while Karma was trying to resolve a problem. -I mean, if I had to tutor the boy of my dreams I'll just probably die. Are you dying for tomorrow right?... Karms… Karma!

-What! –the girls said scared. –I was… I was trying to understand this…

Shane just moves his head from side to side as he began to get close to Karma to help her.

That night was weird. She was happy, but the thought of her Amy and Liam having sex kept lurking in her mind until she closed her eyes. The feeling didn't disappear in the morning. She kept thinking in the unfair of the situation all the way to school. Even Shane said that she was more zombie than the usual, or that's what Karma thinks he said.

At lunch she saw her goddess eating with her group of popular friends: Lauren the bitch of the school, Felix a guy who obviously has a crush on Amy, and Reagan, a girl that had written lesbian all over her face.

-Karma. –she heard the low voice of Shane.

-What?

He looked at her surprised. –Whoa, I didn't think you were listening to me.

-Well I was. –she smiled straightening her glasses. –So what's going on?

-Nothing I was just talking. But well, are you nervous because of your date?

Karma almost bites her tongue at that comment. –Shane! Shut up! You… -she began to whisper-, you don't have to say that, someone could hear you!

-Forget the labels, girl! –Shane said in the same whisper. –besides, you're not that bad, with new clothes, a new haircut, new glasses…

-Oh shut up. –Karma mumbled. She knew she was ugly but that doesn't mean she had to hear that every day.

-I'm joking, Karms. –he smiled. –You're beautiful.

-Yeah, right, I'm a model.

-think whatever you want, but the only reason you don't find yourself beautiful is because you don't want to see you like that.

-what the hell that's supposed to mean? –she grumbled. –you know what, it doesn't matter, just don't say things people could misunderstood. Please.

-hey you two! –the voice of Liam surprised both of them. –What the fuck are you whispering about?

-What do you care? –Shane said raising his voice a little. He hated Liam as much as Karma.

-I don't, just don't fucking whisper looking to other people, I don't want a faggot and –he pointed to Karma- whatever this thing is to look at me like that.

Shane was red of anger. Karma wanted to punch that ass right in the face but she was scared, as much as she hated him, he scared her a lot. It wasn't a secret the violent he could get. And once again, Amy wasn't close to see how this asshole was with others.

-If you don't go right now… -Shane said with her fits in the table.

-What? –Liam laughed. –Are you going to do something? Or your friend?

Neither of them did or said anything. They weren't stupid, if one of them punch him a bunch of boys of his gang would be here in minutes. That's a fight you can't win.

Liam laughed at the silence of the two friends. –That's what I thought. Now, speaking to you –he pointed again to Karma-, I heard my girlfriend is going to study with you. That's fine, but just be sure you know, do something weird, and I mean anything, and you're done. Fucking done.

He walked away smiling. Karma felt her eyes watering a bit and she hated herself for it. She hated that this ass could scared her.

-Don't worry, Karms. –Shane said taking her hand in his. –That fucker is just words, nothing else. He's just trying to scared you, don't let him.

-I…I'm not…scared. –she said not convincing anyone.

When the class ended Shane left Karma in the math class where she and Amy were going to study. He didn't want to let her alone, he knew she was scared because what Liam said.

With those thoughts in mind, Amy and Liam came in the classroom holding hands. If that vision wasn't cruel enough the fucking smile of Liam made it ten times worst.

Karma couldn't take her eyes off the hands of Amy and Liam.

-Well. –Liam said satisfied. –I have to go, babe. –he leaned in to kiss Amy and Karma closed her eyes.

-Wait. –she heard the voice of Amy. –Not in front of others…

That left Liam confused but he didn't say anything even when he was obviously mad.

-Bye. –he walked away.

-I think this is my moment to leave. –Shane said to Karma. –Good luck! -He whispered in her ears.

The bad moment of Liam was in the past, Karma began the class teaching Amy everything Shane told her yesterday. It was easier than what she had thought. Amy wasn't really good in maths, but that was better for her, she was happy to teach her everything.

-You're so smart. –Amy said after a while. –I'm so stupid with this.

-You're not stupid. –Karma said immediately. She agreed slowly. –you just need to study more.

-Thanks, that's a nice way to say it.

But Karma could see her angel wasn't in her best moment. What could be wrong? Maybe she wanted to be with Liam… that thought killed her.

-You… -she said shyly. The eyes of Amy were glue to hers in a second. –You… you okay?

That made Amy smile a bit. –Yeah, it's just…nothing.

-You can tell me. –Karma said trying to hide her happiness of sharing a talk with her beautiful dreamed girl. –You know students can speak about their problems with teachers.

Amy didn't say anything at first, but then she smiled again. –It's just… Liam.

-What's going on with him?

This time Amy took her time to answer. –We had a date yesterday. It was good, but… later he wanted to… you know, to do that.

-Oh… -Karma said sadly. She wanted to hear Amy but that confession…her heart wasn't ready.

-He got angry because I couldn't… you know…

Karma's heart came back to life with that. –You didn't do it?

-No… have you done it?

Karma wanted to lie and say yes, but Amy had just told her something important and she didn't want to lie.

-No I haven't. –she answered. –But you know, if you're not ready, then you shouldn't…that's…that's what people say in every movie in the existence.

-you're so silly. –Amy laughed, a bit of shine could be seen in her eyes. –The thing is, you know, I think I like Liam, but sometimes he gets so angry…he scares me in those moments.

-I think I understand that.

-And it's more… -Amy continued. –I've never kissed anyone.

Karma's eyes were wide open now. –You… for real?

-Yeah…I can't believe I told you that –she said shyly. –You're not going to laugh of me right?

-No, Amy, and I think is cute that you haven't kissed anyone yet. –Karma was playing with her fingers now. –Why did you tell me this?

-I don't know. –she was clearly nervous. –For some reason I feel like I can trust you.

-I feel that I can trust you too. –Karma said, both girls were closer than ever.

-So, have you kissed anyone? –Amy asked trying to change the subject. –I bet you do. You're beautiful.

Right now was really hard for Karma to hide her happiness. This was like something of a dream. –I haven't kissed anyone too.

-Liar. –Amy hits her shoulder sweetly. –You just said that to make me feel better.

-I'm not a liar! I really haven't kissed anyone.

Amy seems confused. –I thought you and that boy from before, you know.

Karma laughed like crazy. That was fucking ridiculous, she and Shane? She was still laughing and through the tears of her eyes she saw how Amy began to laugh too.

Both girls keep laughing until the pain in the belly was really strong.

-why were you laughing? –Karma asked still with a big smile in her face.

-It's just that you were laughing and… it made me laugh too. –she said with her face red.

-Amy! –a tall and blonde girl who played with Amy in the football team appeared in the door. –I'm leaving now, so are you going or what?

-Oh. –Amy jumped. –yeah, let's go. –she looked at Karma apologizing. –I'm sorry, Karma, but we can keep studying tomorrow, right?

-Yeah. –Karma said instantly. Amy could ask her anything and she'll always agree with her.

-You wanna go with us? –her blonde goddess asked.

-Oh, I'm sorry. –the other girl said. –I just have space for one more. Sorry, you… karla.

-Karma. –the little one said annoyed.

-Yeah, that. Now let's go, Ames.

But her goddess seems uncomfortable.

-Don't worry, Amy. –Karma said in one second to make Amy feel better. –I have a…umm, friend who can take me home.

-You sure?

-Absolutely sure. Don't worry. Todo está bien.

Amy smiled without understanding the last part and then went straight outside with her friend, although, Karma didn't feel bad, she and Amy had had a moment right there. That was priceless. And tomorrow she and Amy will study again. Things couldn't be better.

After a week studying with Amy (first with Shane) Karma knew god exist. She had dreamed about this so many times, and the reality, man, reality for once was better. Her goddess was better.

She learned lots of things of her. One of the best was that Amy hated lots of things from Liam, well she said that she likes him too but heard her saying all the things she hated was the best medicine. She learned that Lauren was the stepsister of Amy, and that Reagan and Zoey (the girl from the first study session) were her best friends.

Today, to make things different they were studying in Amy's bedroom (Karma almost died when her blonde student proposed that). Amy had problems to understand everything in maths, but for Karma that was best, it meant that she and Amy could spend even more time together.

-So, Liam tried to kiss me again.

That mermaid voice and the comment made Karma stop daydreaming in the moment. –and you kissed him?

-No! –Amy cupped her mouth with her hands. –He got angry again but, you know, if he weren't that violent I'll let him kissed me.

For once the stupidest of Liam Booker works for me.

-And I'm afraid that he'll think I'm a bad kisser.

-C'mon, Amy! –Karma said holding her face. –It's impossible you could be bad at kissing. You're Amy Raudenfeld!

-Yeah, and you're Karma Ashcroft. –she said smiling. –and for your information, just because everyone thinks I'm good at everything doesn't mean I am. I'm horrible in a lot of things. Like maths for example. You're a genius.

-Stop…you're cute -Karma said. It was almost a flirt move, but she couldn't hide her feelings all the time. Luckily Amy didn't seem to get the double sense.

-I'll never stop. –Amy said, then she got clearly embarrassed for some reason.

-you okay? –Karma asked curiously.

-Yeah… I just…

-You know you can talk with me. –Karma said. –You know you can trust in your teacher.

Amy smiled at that but she was still clearly shy. Karma didn't push her though, she wanted to help her but only if she wanted that.

-I was thinking… -Amy said slowly. –That, maybe, like neither of us had kissed anyone…

Karma sometimes felt her heart pumping that strong that she fear it could go out of her chest, but now... right fucking now was all her body shaking at the same time. This just couldn't be happening.

Amy, scared of the silence of Karma began to walk to the bathroom. –I'm sorry! Just forget it, I don't know why I said that.

-No…wait. –her voice sounded far, very far away. –Don't go…we can do it…

Karma could see in the eyes of Amy that she was scared. –you know, it's just for practice, we don't have to, be weird about.

-Yes. –Amy said a lot more relief. –It's just for practice, then, it's not wrong.

-Not wrong. –Karma agrees in that low voice that sounded so weird to her.

-but. –amy said making Karma's heart stop once more time. –didn't you say the first kiss should be special?

-Oh, that's from Disney movies only. –Karma said fast. –in real life you have to do things, and things…

She didn't know what to say. She was so nervous.

-I think you're right. –Amy said finally. –Well then. –she got right next to Karma. –Should I just… do it?

-I guess, we don't have experience, so just do it.

Amy leaned in but something stopped her.

Oh my god, please God stop torturing me!

-Could you close your eyes? –amy asked. –It's weird looking at your eyes…

The little girl didn't answer, she just closed her eyes, obediently at the wishes of her goddess. And like, a very boring class of Mister Clint, the time seemed to go slower.

Just do it please! Just do it for once!

A hunch made Karma opens her eyes and then, the vision of and angel was right in front of her. Amy Raudenfeld getting closer and closer with her eyes close. This was too good to be true.

And she felt it. The sweet sweet lips of Amy. Her goddess was giving her little pecks, obviously trying to get comfortable with her first kiss.

-Open your mouth. –Amy said, almost an order, which, Karma was very happy to follow. But then and like a punch of destiny her phone began to ring making both girls jump.

Karma looked and saw that her mom was calling. Cursing her, she ignored the call.

-So…

-So… I think we should let the study for today. –Amy finishes. Karma feared that she might be mad but in her eyes was only confusion. Knowing that this was the best thing she could do she began to pick up her things. But before of going out, she kissed Amy in the cheek.

-See you tomorrow, Amy. Adios.

With that Karma got out of the room feeling that even if they were interrupted for someone (again), things were better than ever before for the little Karma.