I'm more than you know

But it never shows

Cause in my heart

I've closed the door

Every night

I cry

Wishing to take back

All my lies

I always hide myself

With a mask

Bottling all my emotions

Placing it on a shelf

Pretending to smile

When all the while

My lies have run

For more than a mile

Masking all I feel

Pretending that my happiness

Is real

You're thinking I'm a carefree girl

When really in this cruel world

Is anger that I've forever hold

In my heart

That has been turned to stone

Shadows are where I've always been

Everything I've done

Has been a sin

Crying tears of shame at night

Holding to my dear heart tight

Watching as the rain drops fall

As I sink lower into the floor

I look into the starry night

Everyday wondering,

"Who am I?"

-Jennifer Kim

Made on Jan. 18, 2006


This is a very old poem that I made and realized that it could portray how Tohru feels. Do not steal, I worked very hard on this and it is one of my best poems yet. Criticism is okay, but now flames or stupid stuff like "This sucked." and not explaining why. Thanks for reading! I hope you'll review!

JennyKim319