I'm more than you know
But it never shows
Cause in my heart
I've closed the door
Every night
I cry
Wishing to take back
All my lies
I always hide myself
With a mask
Bottling all my emotions
Placing it on a shelf
Pretending to smile
When all the while
My lies have run
For more than a mile
Masking all I feel
Pretending that my happiness
Is real
You're thinking I'm a carefree girl
When really in this cruel world
Is anger that I've forever hold
In my heart
That has been turned to stone
Shadows are where I've always been
Everything I've done
Has been a sin
Crying tears of shame at night
Holding to my dear heart tight
Watching as the rain drops fall
As I sink lower into the floor
I look into the starry night
Everyday wondering,
"Who am I?"
-Jennifer Kim
Made on Jan. 18, 2006
This is a very old poem that I made and realized that it could portray how Tohru feels. Do not steal, I worked very hard on this and it is one of my best poems yet. Criticism is okay, but now flames or stupid stuff like "This sucked." and not explaining why. Thanks for reading! I hope you'll review!
JennyKim319
