"You'll forget about the notebook. All you'll remember about this is that you're a suspect."
"Good that's all I need."
"And of course you'll keep your feelings for Ryuzaki."
That's all I want. "I don't have feelings for him."
"Whatever you say, hyuk."
Am I just doing this to protect him from myself?
It doesn't matter! He screamed silently at himself. It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter! It doesn't matter! His new war cry. He still heard him at night, still felt the cuff around his wrist. He felt hot, strawberry-scented breath on his skin. No one was there when he opened his eyes. Damnit! He's dead & he still manages to toy with me! Why do I care? He was lying, I know he was. Everything he said was meaningless. I never believed him anyway. That was a lie; there had always been a small part that did believe it, the same stupidity that Misa allowed to control her. If only he could lose himself like she did, living for someone else & gladly dying for their happiness. But I couldn't let myself do that. I had to live for the world. The world…The world was a rotten mess before & without him it would destroy itself. No one else understood. Which was why only he could do it, he was god. If he was god that made L evil, evildoers must be killed. He couldn't let his emotions control his goals.
That's right Light SUFFER!
I think I have a thing for short first chapters.
