"Sesshomaru stop!" Rin shoved against her husband with tears in her eyes. He growled at her but stopped for a moment to stare at her. "Stop what?" his voice low and deadly.

"Not in front of Ran and Sunny..." She pleaded with him. Almost instantly Sesshomaru pulled his hand down and let go of Rins blouse. He almost forgot the twins were asleep on the couch before he and Rin got into a heated argument.


The dumb bitch forgot to do the dishes again! He had to punish his mate so she wouldnt make the environment toxic for his children...He truly believed that. In a haze he stumbled away from Rin. "Sorry..." He grunted and walked to their room where Rin had no doubt he would pass out.

It takes a lot of alcohol to get a daiyoukai drunk but Sesshomaru was determined to waste his fathers fortune doing it every night. Hurting Rin in the process wasnt anything new to her. Rin knew he had pain in his heart when she met him but she also foolishly thought that she could help mend it.

That was almost 5 years ago. She would watch hopelessly as he spiraled downward into his addiction to escape his reality. One she never wished she'd find out.


After minutes of crying Rin collected herself. She checked on their twins. Ran, her son with black hair, amber eyes, and one magenta stripe fown his cheek and Sunny, their daughter with silver hair and chocolate brown eyes. They were still fast asleep and Rin held back a sob in thanks that they were unharmed.


After an hour of cleaning up the mess Sesshomaru made in their fight, Rin looked around the home that they had made for themselves. The expensive paintings that adorned the wall. The Italian leather couch in their living room. All the carpets and the extra rooms in their two story house. It didnt mean anything to her. Nothing meant anything to her except that their two children were safe.

"Oh, Sesshomaru..." She exclaimed in almost despair. She wanted to scream and bang her fists against something. Her frustration almost made her lose her control enough to do it. Until she heard the cooing of her babies stirring awake.

Her eyes shot up while she emptied the last of broken glass into the trash cans.

"Mommmys coming my little loves!" She yelled out loud enough to not wake Sesshomaru. After washing her hands she ran to the couch where she saw Ran rolling over almost hitting his sister in the face. She picked up Ran and started to bounce him in her arms. "It's okay sweetie." She smiled down at him even though her eyes were puffy from crying. "Daddy is asleep...It's okay my little boy..." She shushed him and lulled him until he fell back asleep.

It only took minutes for Ran to fall back asleep. Rin smiled to herself in relief before she looked up and saw Sesshomaru staring at her from the top of the stairs. He held an empty glass in his hands and shook it at her. She nodded and slowly put Ran back next to his sister.

Very slowly she walked to the kitchen and walked to the counter to grab a bottle of scotch she knew Sesshomaru bought in boxes on is way home everyday.

"I'll be there soon..." She said at barely a whisper. Knowing Sesshomaru could hear her.

Slowly she made her way up the stairs with a new glass that had a couple of ice cubes. She knew he wouldnt want his old warm cup or warm scotch.


Rin made her way to their bedroom where Sesshomaru was sitting in an office chair holding his fingers to his temple.

"Here..." Rin held out the glass for Sesshomaru to reach out to. "Hold still..." He held out his hand that now held the glass. "Say when..." Rin said lovingly.

She poured the glass for what seemed like forever before he grunted at her. She stopped pouring. "Should I-"

"Leave the bottle." He demanded before Rin could finish her sentence. Sesshomaru took a quick sip of his glass before looking at Rin. "Still my girl..." He almost smirked but instead grabbed Rin by her waist before pulling her onto his lap. He sniffed her neck and let out a sort of chuckle. His tongue licking the mating mark he left onto her years prior.

"Sesshomaru I-" She stopped when he shoved her off him. "I know..." He swiveled his chair away and started to pour more scotch into his glass.

Rin fell hard with a thud. No doubt her hip would have a bruise tomorrow morning. She tried to mask her yelp of pain so he wouldnt turn that chair around. When he didnt, Rin got up from her knees and started to walk toward the hallways and the staircase. Her first priority was keeping the babies safe.


As Rin slowly crept down the stairs she listened for any silent cooings or fussyness that the twins could let off. Silence. More relief. She looked up the stairs and decided to venture back upstairs.

Sesshomaru was right where she left him. The bottle more than halfway gone now and his head tilted halfway down.

"Baby?..." She waited for a response. "Baby?"

"Hmm?" He lifted his head and looked at her.

"I'm putting Ran and Sunny to their cribs." She kissed his forehead hoping that in his drunken state of mind he didnt notice how shaky he was.

He nodded and kissed Rin back.

Rin waited until he adjusted himself into their bed. Shortly she could hear him snoring. Her sure sign that he was out for a couple of hours. Her only few hours of sleep before he woke up and went to work and she had to go and get the babies ready for their day with mommy.


Rin, however didnt want to wait that long to deal with her hungover husband. In a hurry she slowly crept upstairs to the childrens room. She packed a small bag full of mostly diapers and formula. What would be more expensive to replace more than clothes if Sesshomaru shut off the debit and credit cards.

After loading up her car Rin wrapped herself up in one baby carrier and loaded sleeping Sunny into it before holding Ran in her arms and walking to the front door.

She didnt even bother locking the door before she hurriedly locked her babies into their car seats. Her heart raced as she struggled to lock the carseats into place. She knew Sesshomaru wouldnt be awake for a while but the stress was still there.

The car was placed into drive and Rin took off. She watched their old house as it shrunk off into the distance. Rin didnt even pack clothes for herself. No worries. She would figure it out...


New story I know! I havent forgotten my other stories... I just know these side stories I think of wont fit with either stories i have now so maybe i can handle 3 stories? -RinAmelia