Everywhere by Michelle Branch

Seddie Songfic

Hi! See, I promised a songfic and here it is. It was going to be Hovering, by Miley Cyrus, but I thought this would be better.

And since iheartfreddork and possibly somebody else helped me with how to make a songfic, this is for you! Lol.

This takes place a little while after iKiss. Sam is confused about her feelings for Freddie now, and Freddie starts purposely avoiding her.

PS: the underlined parts are her dreams.

PSS: Remember, no stories until the 18th or 19th!

Disclaimer: I don't own Everywhere by Michelle Branch or iCarly.

Sam POV

I stretched out in my uncomfortable, hard bed. I hadn't got any sleep last night; it wasn't because of the bed, I had a dream.

I wasn't sure if it wasn't considered a bad dream, or a nightmare, but it wasn't considered a good dream either – either way, it kept me awake all night, thinking about it when I wasn't dreaming it.

That wasn't the first time it happened either. For the past week, its been recurring over and over. I haven't gotten any good sleep in a while, and because of that, my grades have been dropping lower (if that's even possible). Same with my detention record.

What was my dream? It was a simple, not so complex dream. In fact, it wasn't really a dream at all – it had happened in the past, once in real life, several in my dreams.

I will admit, in my dreams, that there wasn't just sweat on my face. I didn't understand why I was crying – I really didn't understand anything anymore.

I kissed Freddie – that….guy I used to torment. Well, I used the past tense because I don't even see him anymore. And when I do – for iCarly and such – he doesn't talk to me and we become awkward.

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

He's got these new friends. Not those tech geeks from the AV club – his new friends, well, I don't know. Freddie never says anything about them.

We promised to go back to normal; but I guess some promises can be make and just as well be broken.

I remembered last week. Carly and I were sitting at our table at the lunch room, and we were talking of random, unimportant subjects, when Freddie and his new friends passed by. He stole a glance at us with an unreadable expression. I couldn't understand. I sighed, looking at the chair across from me where he used to sit. He's never here anymore…

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

I took my phone off my side table and looked at the time. It was only 4:23 in the morning. I rubbed my eyes sleepily and got up. I knew if I just closed my eyes long enough again, I'd fall into that dream again and just end up waking up again.

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I scrolled through my contacts and checked the last time Freddie called. It's almost been two weeks.

I think he's going to quit iCarly. He all he does it hold up the camera and point it at us during the show; he doesn't even countdown or update our site anymore. The newest things on iCarly are the blogs; just random ranting of things no one really cares about anymore.

In fact, our last show was the lowest viewers we'd ever gotten. I guess we just lost energy in our webshows, and making horrible scripts no one liked. iCarly was going downhill and we all knew it.

Freddie's practically gone from us, now. I won't lie this time. I've lied to myself a lot in the past; look where its gotten me now?

I do admit I really do miss Freddie – the dork I tortured, teased, and hurt on what used to be a daily basis. I miss the Freddie…before the kiss. Now I can't even bear to insult him. Carly and I never talk about him anymore.

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

I try crawling back in bed. I was really tired – God knew I needed sleep. I shut my eyes cautiously, wondering if the scene would pop back up again.

It did. It skipped right to the end this time.

"Well…lean?" I urged. Cautiously, he obeyed…

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

"That was…nice?" He said, like a question.

"Erm… yeah…nice…job?" I stutter.

"You too," He says.

I am walking towards the window when he says –and does—something different this time. He reaches forward and grabs my hand. I feel a shock running through me. I turn. He's smiling. I do the same.

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

Soon, we're leaning in all over again, and this time it's different – I know and recognize the feeling this time and surprisingly I didn't mind that it was him who I was falling in love with…

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

It was then when I woke up and I realized that it was definitely not a nightmare. I was in love with the dork! My dork! Then it struck me…

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

END! Did you like my first songfic? Hope I did okay, hopefully no OOC with sam. The end is where she comes to realize that she like Freddie, but does he like her back? The answer, although not put, is yeah.

By the way, do you guys think I should to a companion songfic to this, in Freddie's POV, with a different song? And which song? Okay, Review! Bye!