Please
Disclaimer I do not own FF8
I sit in my room and curl up in a corner. Seifer yet agian layed a attempt on his own life. Why he could be such a asshole and do that I do not know... I just do not know. Some people see me as strong, and the last person to collapse. Where was they guy that fallowed his heart to a better pasture. Where was my less then perfect Romeo? This person that no replaces him is a stranger to me... Yet as it is told to me, this is not the first time this has happened. Nor will it be his last, I'm certian of it.
Seifer is now cast out of the school never to return again. How much I long to hold him in my arms. To comfort him while his mind is a messed up aray of jumbled words, and the feeling of loosing control. At first I didn't know what it ment when he said he felt like he was loosing control. Now I understand fully.
I do love him alot, even when I dislike him the most. Who understands what I'm going through? I'm exspected to laugh and smile, blow off what he did. But what about the pain and betrayal in my heart? It it not important to show that wound to the world just like everyone else. I barry my head in my knees as I begin to cry. Tears only comming to my eyes when I'm alone and sucluded. I must be strong for others, I must never show my sarrow. It feels like my duty to be the strongest, cause everytime I collapse, others know it's as bad as it's gonna get.
Oh Seifer my love, I'm not as strong as they think I am. Why do you do these things to me? To everyone? Do you understand how much I need you in this world? Em I a failure? At one time you told me I made you the happiest, but now you constantly try to leave me. Don't leave me Seifer, I may be miles away from you, but my heart sits right next you. Please don't do this agian, I beg of you Seifer. I need you.... And I love you so much. No matter how much you do wrong, only this can tear us apart.
Disclaimer I do not own FF8
I sit in my room and curl up in a corner. Seifer yet agian layed a attempt on his own life. Why he could be such a asshole and do that I do not know... I just do not know. Some people see me as strong, and the last person to collapse. Where was they guy that fallowed his heart to a better pasture. Where was my less then perfect Romeo? This person that no replaces him is a stranger to me... Yet as it is told to me, this is not the first time this has happened. Nor will it be his last, I'm certian of it.
Seifer is now cast out of the school never to return again. How much I long to hold him in my arms. To comfort him while his mind is a messed up aray of jumbled words, and the feeling of loosing control. At first I didn't know what it ment when he said he felt like he was loosing control. Now I understand fully.
I do love him alot, even when I dislike him the most. Who understands what I'm going through? I'm exspected to laugh and smile, blow off what he did. But what about the pain and betrayal in my heart? It it not important to show that wound to the world just like everyone else. I barry my head in my knees as I begin to cry. Tears only comming to my eyes when I'm alone and sucluded. I must be strong for others, I must never show my sarrow. It feels like my duty to be the strongest, cause everytime I collapse, others know it's as bad as it's gonna get.
Oh Seifer my love, I'm not as strong as they think I am. Why do you do these things to me? To everyone? Do you understand how much I need you in this world? Em I a failure? At one time you told me I made you the happiest, but now you constantly try to leave me. Don't leave me Seifer, I may be miles away from you, but my heart sits right next you. Please don't do this agian, I beg of you Seifer. I need you.... And I love you so much. No matter how much you do wrong, only this can tear us apart.
