Title: The Decision
Words: 117
Summary: A deeper look into Kirsten's reasons behind letting Ryan stay.
Spoilers: 1.03 - The Gamble


"I don't hate you. I love you, Mom," he tells – placates – her as she breathes alcohol-ridden breath across his neck. He doesn't waver, doesn't even blink; seemingly unfazed (forever playing the part), though inside his heart must be breaking.

I'd forgotten he's just a kid. Only sixteen and trying so damn hard to earn his mother's approval. Searching for a place to fit in, a place to belong.

She leaves the next morning – wasn't going to say goodbye – and he refuses to shed a tear. He's completely alone, and he stays so strong. That's when I decide to let him stay. He deserves to have a family who loves and cares about him. So why not us?