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I can't be perfect
You're all blaming me now. Don't you? I bet you're sitting inside your comfy homes, by the fire maybe, and discuss my latest failure. I bet you're all wondering why I let you down, why I didn't do anything more. Guess what? I Don't Care Any More.
In whole my life, I've tried to be the little saviour you all wanted. I gave everything up just to please you all. And what did I get from you? A minister that tries to kill me with his insane missions, a headmaster that manipulates me, a bunch of friends that badmouths me every time I fail. I have more enemies than a 100 year old man ever had, and yet, I was always out there, protecting this god forsaken world.
You laid all the work on my shoulders, and expected me to do everything for you. Look where that got you. Why didn't anyone of you ask for what I wanted? What I cared for? Why didn't I get a chance to live?
I want you to ask yourself this. Would you place the world on you son's shoulder? On you daughter's? Would you let them fight for the whole world? I bet you wouldn't. If you where good parents, you would protect them with your life. What about me then? Because I had no parents to protect me when I were young, you thought that it was ok to lay all the responsibility on me?
I guess I can understand how you all thought. Better him than me or any if my children. But guess what? It could have been anyone of you. I can't say that I'm mad at you. You obviously didn't understand. And I believe that punish those who are unable to understand is a big mistake.
I think this was for the best, my death I mean. This way, you will have to do something about this mess, learn how to take care of yourself. After all, I didn't start this war, hell, I wasn't even born. Why should someone who didn't even started it fight for you?
I couldn't be perfect, and I don't expect you to be.
See this as my resignation
Harry
This letter arrived at the Prophet this morning. We can see this as the Boy-Who-Lived“s last words to the wizarding world. With this, the story about Harry Potter ends.
Harry Potter defeated the dark lord at age one, and has since then been destined to fight for the light, a role, as he himself stated, he didn't ask for. Who was Harry Potter? I don't think there was anyone who knew him. People only wanted to know the Hero, the beacon of light, the warrior. No one really cared about who he really was or what he sacrificed.
In a interview with him two months ago, I asked him what he gained from all this, and he told me that he got nothing. I didn't understand him then, not until I saw him on the battlefield two days ago.
He fought alone, no matter what people say, he did it all himself. Personally, I don't think he failed. I think he won, won his life back.
This afternoon, the funeral for Harry James Potter will be held in Godric's Hollow, where his parents where buried 20 years ago. The ceremony will be small, and as requested, there will be no media nor ministry officials attending.
As this will be my last article, I would like to tell you all, that I think he was right. This is our war. Fight it.
Rita Skeeter, reporter for the Daily Prophet.
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