A/N: Happy assing love day. It's another lonely valentines for Tomo, but I'll make up for it with some good old fashioned Sirius/Remus, just like last year. Woooo.
Dedicated: To both of my valentines-who-almost-were. Fuck you. Also to my Sirius, who I continue to love regardless. And Remus loves you too. Haha.
Warning: ENOUGH CUTENESS TO KILL HELLO KITTY.
Disclaimer: Characters and setting belong to JKR. Valentines belongs to card and candy companies. Love belongs to everyone. Enjoy it people, even if you don't have anyone special to be with. Tomo loves you all so very very very much. Never forget that.
Poem credits: All but the last poem found at 1lovepoems . com. "A Gentle Touch" by Danyka A. Hoover, "Passion Embrace" by Little Wolf Dancing (I changed two words in this poem, "Breasts" to "Skin" and "Hymen" to "Prostate" to make it make more sense -.-) , "My Eternity" by Gabriel Lombard, "Whenever He Is There" by Monique, "This Porcelain Rose" by Amy Sculley Barnes, "Soul Reflection" by Jade, and "Surreal", by Ebbe Perales. If you are any of those people, and you want your poem off, just come hit me with a trout, k? I think you're all fantastic poets btw, you certainly sent chills up my spine. The last poem is by me, obviously. I'm totally not that shitty at poetry, but Sirius is. Haha.
Chocolate Trail
Remus' amber eyes snapped open the second the scent of it hit his nose.
Rich, creamy, sweet, deliciouschocolate.
It was sitting right in front of him on the mattress, tempting and succulent, just begging to be savoured. Remus extended one hand from under his warm covers into the freezing world beyond to snatch the chocolate, popping it into his mouth, before sliding his hand back into the comforting heat. He rolled the chocolate around his tongue. It was delicious, creamy, and was melting right down his throat exquisitely. It was gone all too soon, and when Remus' eyes opened again, pulling himself out of the chocolate induced bliss, he saw it.
The chocolate had been sitting on a pink note.
Curious, Remus got the note, shivering as the icy air slipped through the gap around his arm, freezing every inch of his body. He looked at the note, smiling when he read the familiar script.
Follow me. x
Slipping the note safely into his pyjama pocket, Remus pulled himself out of bed, wincing at the cold. Shivering slightly, he looked around the room, smiling when he saw another chocolate by the furnace, where his warmest dressing gown had been heated nicely. He picked up the chocolate, savouring it as he read the note.
Wear it. x
Remus slipped on the toasty warm dressing gown, and headed to the door of the dorm, where he spied the next chocolate. His slippers were beside it, and Remus checked his watch while he put the chocolate in his mouth. It was only 5:30 in the morning. He groaned slightly. Goddamn, Remus was never a morning person.
He picked up the note, sliding his feet into the cushy slippers at the same time.
Wear these too. x
He opened the door, heading down the dorm stairs towards the silent common room. At the bottom of the stairs was another chocolate, sitting there undisturbed. Remus ate this one too, while reading the note. It wasn't directions anymore, but a short love poem.
A
gentle brush of his fingers,
Sending
shivers down my spine.
In
the love I see in his eyes,
Is
a love that equals mine.
He
greets me with a smile,
And
leaves me with a kiss.
If
he were to ever leave me,
I
couldn't imagine what I'd miss.
Maybe
it's his touch,
Or
the way he makes me feel.
But
whatever it is,
I'm
head over heels. x
Remus blushed slightly as he read, exquisite chocolate ignored in his mouth while he focused on the poem, which was far sweeter than any chocolate could be. He put it in his pocket with the others, a vacant smile still on his lips and pleasure flowing through him as he moved into the common room. The next chocolate took him awhile to find, placed atop the fireplace. He almost ignored the chocolate this time, eager to see if there was another poem. There was indeed, and it made Remus' smile spread wider, his cheeks turning red. That was all too like him, to say something raunchy right after something so unbearably sweet. The pink paper was lightly scented of him, and this made Remus smile.
The
softness of your lips
As
they slide over mine
Taste
like honey to my soul
As
they take me back in time
Oh
the fire of your touch
Like
hot silk on my tender skin
The
passion I crave so much
As
you taste the nectar of my kiss
A
Slowly drumming melody in my heart
Your
skin like a river of light
My
moan of pleasure as you start
Ecstasy
I'd never fight
A
lovers tune dances up my spine
As
the shadow of your embrace
Slides
across my thighs
Ohhh
sooo slowly the pace
Our
hearts mingled in rapture
The
torture of passion so sweet
The
affection of a thousand years
As
at least we meet
The
motion of our rhythm
In
perfect unison we move
Our
flight those of doves
As
we reach heaven's prostate. x
Remus pocketed this one too, looking around for more. The next poem was near the portrait, almost under a chair, and Remus had to hunt for a good ten minutes to find it. Once he did though, a grin cracked his face, chocolate placed aside for later due to the poem.
I
look at you and can only see,
My
love, my life, my Eternity.
With
you there is no end,
Let's
hold each other, our love to tend,
In
this chaotic world of ours,
One
thing is for sure in my heart,
You
finish the circle throughout my life,
Like
a never ending fire through the night,
Mystic
colors swirl 'round,
Only
for you will they die down,
Keep
me on your mind and in your thoughts,
What
we have, my love, cannot be bought. x
Had Remus not already been in a relationship with the man leaving the chocolates, this would have been the point where he would have kissed him passionately. Remus was hooked, this was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for him. As he folded the note, he spied a couple of tiny words on the outside.
Out the portrait now... x
Remus headed out, almost stepping on the next chocolate in his excitement. This time the chocolate was shaped like a perfect heart, and it temporarily caught his attention, Remus smiling helplessly at the adorable heart. He popped it into his mouth and relished it especially before opening the note, despite how desperate he was for more.
An
inner peace surrounds me,
Contentment
in my heart.
A
love that I have longed for,
Right
from the very start.
The
serenity I feel inside,
The
longing for his touch.
His
warm and gentle kisses,
Oh,
they mean so very much.
An
inner strength inside me,
One
Ive never felt before.
So
thankful for what Im feeling,
Right
now and ever more.
Not
a day goes by that I dont learn,
What
love is all about.
Holding
on to what is special.
Never
giving in to doubt.
These
feelings I hold deep inside,
And
the love I have to share.
Pour
from my heart so freely,
Whenever
he is there. x
Remus found himself with tears in his eyes, and he swept them away quickly. Gods... no need to get all girly and start to cry or something. He smiled, tucking the paper away lovingly, eyes scanning the corridor for another chocolate. He located it at the top of some stairs heading to the floor below, and headed over to pick it up. The chocolate was another heart, with a fancy 'R' shape written on it. Remus savoured this one as well before opening the poem, enjoying it's rich succulence.
Our
love is like this porcelain rose -
Fragile,
yet unable to be broken.
This
rose, like our love,
Will
never die.
The
dew kissed petals represent
The
tears we've cried.
It
often says the words of affection
That
sometimes go unspoken.
Please
do not leave our love on the shelf,
With
me, you do not have to be afraid to be yourself.
As
our life together begins,
I
want you to hold the porcelain rose close to your heart.
And
remember our love is too strong to be torn apart. x
Remus wiped his eyes again hurriedly, pocketing the poem and heading downstairs. Poetry had always swayed Remus deeply, he knew this very well. Remus would cry unashamedly at poems of loss, poems of pain, poems of heartbreak. Hehad often come and held Remus while he flicked through books of poetry, dropping everything he was doing, just so that he could be there if Remus needed to cry. And now, using it against him like this... Oh that was just cruel. Nonetheless, Remus picked up the next chocolate heart, again with a beautiful R on it, put it in his mouth, and then opened the poem. This one knocked him back, hand over his mouth, tears pricking his eyes. It was beautiful.
I
draw these sounds on parchment and hope it would reflect,
Your
sacredness deep within me I cherish with honor and respect.
Our
two souls have united, entwined in love's single embrace,
breathing
in happiness and peace, playing in God's sacred space.
You
are the soil of the earth in which the seed of my soul grow,
You
are the mirror of my eyes in which your true reflection show.
Inside
you I have discovered the meaning of who I am,
Through
you I came to realize if I believe I could, I can.
You
poured the riches of your wisdom into me, a once empty shell,
And
made me forget sadness and regret and wave to it farewell.
You
are the anchor in the days I drift sad and lost away,
My
own special mould that God made from human clay.
I
hope these sounds I drew could even simply explain,
That
you are my rainbow I see through the endless rain.
I
know I am not a Poet, I could not even pretend,
But
I hope you know you are the essence who helped my soul to mend. x
Remus was frozen for a second. That one had really got something inside him. He read it over three times before tucking it away, slightly dazed, staggering to the next poem. It was at the corner between two corridors, and he picked it up, half afraid of what it's beautiful pink paper concealed.
Every
time we touch
I
feel as if I'm floating
Your
gentle kiss
Will
set my spirit soaring
You
are all I have
Everything
to me
Wrapped
around your arms
Encompassed
in gaiety
Feeling
your heart
Beating
against mine
What
I am feeling
Now
words can define
Lying
with you
Watching
the sunrise
Listening
to your whispers
Looking
in your eyes
You
are all I have
Everything
to me
Wrapped
around your arms
Encompassed
in gaiety
You
are all I need
All
my dreams came true
The
sun shines brighter
In
different golden hues
When
you smile at me
My
knees get weak
I
melt inside
Everytime
you speak
I
am lost without you
I
need you to go on
When
I am with you
Nothing
seems wrong
You
are all I have
Everything
to me
Wrapped
around your arms
Encompassed
in gaiety
You
are all I need
All
my dreams came true
The
sun shines brighter
In
different golden hues
You
are all I have
All
my dreams came true. x
That was lighter, and Remus smiled gently. It was beautiful and touching, but not so deeply as the last ones. Nonetheless, he was wiping tears from his cheeks as he rounded the corner. This time there was no chocolate, but a piece of paper pinned to a classroom door.
I
myself am not a poet
Though
I know it would delight you if I was
Though
if I may I will try it
And
document the ways I love you, because...
The
curve of your cheek as you laugh entices me so
The
howl of a wolf as you move beneath me
The
last squeeze of my hand as you go
The
music of your laughter when you have glee
I
have told you I'm no poet
A
shame, as you deserve to be worshipped by words
The
beauty of your soul cannot be wrote
I'm
really rubbish at this rhyming stuff.
Remus
my love, if I could, I would worship you forever
The
divine look of you is all I ever need
And
now my dear, I ask you however,
Will
you be my valentine? x
Remus took down the paper, tears flowing freely now. It was a poem. From him. The rhyming was rubbish, and it didn't make much sense, but nonetheless, salty trails of water ran helplessly down Remus' cheeks. As though he had a sensor for whenever poetry was having this effect, the door opened, and Remus found himself enveloped in a warm, tender embrace.
"You... you did all this for me?" Remus sniffed helplessly against his boyfriend's chest.
"Yeah." Sirius smiled, Remus secure in his arms. "Of course. I love you."
Remus smiled, moving up to kiss Sirius passionately. "I love you too." He whispered against his boyfriend's lips.
