This is ME... By Raelyn-Mage and Kyse

Note: I don't own Gravi, nor do I own any of the songs in this story...but if I did...*smirk*Yah...~Raelyn-mage and Kyse....

Chapter 1: Over and done; Shuichi's breaking point

"On this 25th of October, I grant thee Shindou Shuichi the right to wed my son Uesugi Eiri..." Shuichi smiled, a blush creeping in.

'Eiri is mine now to wed, and to keep forever more. So back off groupies, Ayaka, and you too, Tohma!" Shuichi's blush deepened.

"BAKA! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!" Eiri's voice pierced Shuichi's daydream, "I thought you were going on tour. Hai?"

"Eiri, I don't wanna go! I'll miss you and...and...*waaaa*" Shuichi screamed at his lover.

Eiri's face paled then reddened, 'Why was Shu like this everytime we had to be apart?' Eiri wondered, running his fingers through his lover's soft pink hair as he held the crying mass.

"Shu, how many times do I have to tell you this? Hm? You're public property, this is you're job."

"But...I don't wanna go. We'll be in the States and Europe...and...and...I'll...be so far from you!"

Eiri smiled, 'He's afraid of being away from me. Aishiteru, Shuichi'

Eiri let go of Shuichi, stood up and looked around.

"Are your bags packed?" Eiri replied, coolly as if he wouldn't miss Shuichi.

"H-hai. Eiriiiiiii! Won't you miss me?" Shuichi's violet orbs penetrated Eiri's very being.

Eiri hated when their goodbyes took this road. Shuichi would guilt trip Eiri, Eiri would reply, Shuichi would cry up a tsunami and so on.

Eiri sighed, 'maybe this once I can be nice to him, ne?' 'Yes, Shuichi. I'll miss you more than to could ever possibly know.' Eiri shook his head. That kind of response just simply wasn't in his nature.

Shuichi watched as his lover's face contorted with emotions. Shuichi watched as Eiri shook the infamous "no" that Eiri always gave him (in more creative terms of course). Shuichi stood up.

"Eiri!" "Hai?" "Why do you always do this to me?" "NANI?" Eiri replied, confused. "I tell you I'll miss you and you say you won't! I say I love you and you either ignore me or change the subject!" Shuichi's temper was on the fast- track train called 'SELF CONFIDENCE AND SICK OF EIRI'S BULLSHIT'. "Shu, I-i..." Eiri was at a loss for words. His mind went blank. The look on his young lover's face was brealing his heart.

Shuichi's fist broke the wall, near Eiri's head. All the pain and torment was bubbling up and Shiuichi could do nothing to stop it.

"I'm sick of being your little puppet, Eiri. I'm sick of being your little pet, and THIS IS WHERE IT STOPS! SAY YOU LOVE ME! BECAUSE, I SWEAR EIRI, IF YOU DON'T, THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME HERE, IT'LL BE TO MOVE MY THINGS OUT !"

The unsmoked cigarette fell from between Eiri's lips. Eiri had never heard Shuichi speak that way to anyone but Tachi. Eiri watched as Shuichi's chest rose and fell, and felt hopeless. He wanted to tell him but couldn't.

Shuichi's fist dripped loudly as the silence between them grew thick enough to be slice and served on a platter. DRIP...DRIP...DRIP...Shuichi trembled. Defiantly, Shuichi stood.

"Alright then, Eiri! Is this your answer silence? HAI? Fine, if this is what you want then good. When I come back, I'll move my things out, and don't you fucking dare expect me to return cause I wont, EIRI!" He picked you his suitcase and with a swift turn he was gone.

Please R&R... I gave Shuichi courage!