Short AU fic about Sirius 20th birthday. He is new with his sexuality and a bit cautious about it. His friends, James and Peter, gets tired of it and set up a very special birthday present for him.

Warning: Mild sexual content. I tried not be so graphic, it's embarrassing as it is :P


They had started the night at a muggle club in town with people of, as James called them, 'his kind', gays. But as early as two at night they had left and forced Sirius to return to his flat, alone. So, very confused by the early end of the night and also by James' and Peter's wide grins, he walked home. As he opened the door to his bedroom he stopped, frozen at the spot.

"Hey there," said a young man, standing by Sirius' desk. He looked like he was around Sirius age, tawny hair that fell over his eyes, skinny jeans and a black, tight shirt.

Typical James, he had sat him up with a whore! Sirius was openly gay to his best friends and ever since he told them, they had started pairing him with random guys and forced him to go to gay clubs. Sirius usually refused and had told them that he didn't need their help.

"They didn't say you were this handsome," said the young man and walked towards Sirius. Sirius just stared at him as he came closer, he was quite attractive. "So, Mr Black, is it? You can call me Moony. How do you want it?"

Sirius was stunned and stood stiffly and a bit nervous by the door. The boy, called Moony, probably not his real name, was now standing right in front of him and Sirius, with his back against the door, was trapped. Prepared to decline the offer, he cleared his throat. "Eh…I don't- Oh…" He stopped himself as the boy leaned in and started kissing his neck lightly. Maybe it wasn't that bad.

"Why don't we start by your bed, handsome?" said the boy seductive and Sirius let himself be led to the bed. He was pushed down and landed softly upon the pillows. The boy stood by the bed and, with his eyes focused on Sirius, he slowly unbuttoned his shirt. God…was everything Sirius could think. He lay motionless as he watched the boy dress of in front of him. When all the buttons were undone, a pale and attractive chest was revealed and Sirius found that he couldn't keep his eyes of it. Moony smirked without Sirius noticing and slowly stepped closer to the bed. As he did, Sirius broke his gaze away from Moony's chest and up to his face, realizing how stupid he must have looked. Moony gave him a smile before slowly straddling Sirius with his knees on either side of Sirius. Too shocked to move he looked up at the boy who was now biting his lip. He looked hungrily at Sirius and leaned down to his neck.

"What do you want me to do?" he whispered in Sirius ear, sending shivers down his spine. Sirius swallowed not daring to touch the boy pressed up on top of him.

"I-I don't know…" said Sirius. It sounded stupid but it was true, he didn't really know what gay guys did to each other.

The boy gave a small chuckle against Sirius neck and said, "Okay, I just improvise then, while you decide what you want." Sirius felt Moony's hands travel up under his shirt and lifted his head to help him remove it. Moony kissed Sirius' collar bone before moving lower to his nipples and then below his belly button, and that's when Sirius lost focus. His trousers were quickly removed and the sensation was unreal, he had never felt anything like this before.

"Figured something out?" said Moony after a while and crawled back to Sirius neck.

How was he supposed to 'figure something out' when Moony did that to him? The other boy clearly sensed Sirius' confusion and smiled against his neck as he placed small kisses there. "Something you always wanted to try? I can do anything?" he breathed, close to Sirius' ear.

"Well, I've never…you know, done it," said Sirius and flushed. Moony smiled at him, for his shyness or his virginity Sirius didn't know. Moony rolled to his back and pulled Sirius on top of him.

"I'm all yours," Moony smirked at him while his hands traveled all over Sirius' body. It made him relax a bit so he carefully started to stroke his hands over the boy under him.


Sirius collapsed on top of Moony and breathed heavy.

"You're good," breathed Moony, panting like Sirius did. "better than most people." Sirius smiled at the compliment, even if Moony probably had to say that, it still felt good to hear.

"You're also kind and gentle. Most people don't care about me at all," he continued as his breath got calmer. Sirius moved from his chest and lay down next to him, still very close with an arm around Moony's waist.

"Is that why you got these?" asked Sirius and stroked his hand gently over Moony's collarbone and shoulder. His body was covered with small bruises and cuts, more around his neck and arms.

"As I said, they're never as gentle as you are," said the boy and looked at his wrists which clearly showed that he'd been roughly held down as they shifted in red and blue. "We've got some time left, if you want to do anything else," said Moony.

"Are you going somewhere else later?" asked Sirius while he touched Moony's chest.

"I don't really know, in that case my boss will call me," said Moony and closed his eyes.

"You don't work alone?" asked Sirius, a bit surprised and studied the boy's face.

"No, I work for someone who has contact with the buyers. I don't earn that much myself, the most goes to him, but…" he turned his face to look at Sirius. "You know, it's all I got," said Moony. Sirius nodded but felt very sorry for him.

"Can I hire you the whole night then?" asked Sirius quietly.

"I'm afraid that might cost you. If I had worked alone, I would stay for free," he said and smiled.

"No, but I've got money! It's okay," Sirius ensured him and pressed himself closer to Moony. Now he felt a bit more confident around him when he had got to know him a bit.

"Alright," said Moony slowly and turned fully to Sirius. "So what do you have in mind?"

"Eh…I'm quite tired, so…"said Sirius, the time must be around four in the morning.

"But, what am I doing here then?" asked Moony and frowned confused.

"Well, I just wanted you here. If that's okay," said Sirius flushing. Maybe Moony had some rule against staying over at people. He probably thought that Sirius just wasted his time.

"So you're paying me to sleep and cuddle with you? The whole night." He said with a playful smile on his lips.

Sirius didn't catch the playfulness in Moony's voice and thought that he didn't want to. "Mm…if that's okay?" he said a bit insecure.

"You're very special," said Moony, amused. "And I didn't get the chance to sleep last night, so that would be nice," He leaned closer and rested his forehead against Sirius'. He smiled at him as Sirius gripped him tighter.

Moony was very cute, too bad that everything was 'false', it didn't mean anything or would ever do. Sirius was just one of his many clients. Everything Moony did or said could just be something he told everyone. But he had said that he was special…

"Can I kiss you?" breathed Sirius. He wanted to forget what Moony was and pretend that he belonged to him.

"Of course you can,"

"But you don't really want to?" said Sirius, without meeting his eyes. The other boy stayed quiet which Sirius confirmed as a 'no'. But then he felt his warm and wet lips on his own and returned the kiss.

"I actually don't mind," said Moony quietly when he had pulled away. They cuddled and kissed like a real couple and Sirius thought it was wonderful. He had never had a boyfriend, but he believed it might be like this.

"Maybe I can see you again sometime?" asked Sirius hopefully, wishing it would be more like a date.

"Maybe," responded Moony. Sirius didn't quite like the answer he got but didn't push it further. He could ask again tomorrow. Even though he didn't know anything about 'Moony' he stilled liked him. He closed his eyes pulled the cover closer around them and they stayed quiet for a long time.

"My real name is Remus,"


So, what did you think? ^^ If I got time I'll maybe post another chapter, but I have a lot of work with my other wolfstar fic :P