I don't know what I thought it'd achieve, well actually I did. I wanted to get in contact with Mary again and that meant using a clairvoyant despite the fact I'm usually dead set against them.
I don't know what possessed me to go into the building when I was the sign, but now I regret doing it. I didn't even get Mary I got some young girl who was murdered.
It's been years since Mary died and it gets easier everyday but I can't help but looking back some times. I wanted to talk to her one last time, I wanted it so much that all of my senses and rational thoughts left me. For now though I'll help this girl out in the hope that if I go again then it might be Mary who comes through and not a stranger.
It's been years since the first time I went, and today I got the diagnosis that I thought was coming so I decided I hadn't much to lose in trying to speak to Mary again. Only this time I did get her.
In the session she'd come through to talk to me but what she had to say wasn't of much use. She told me that I was to live life to the full from now on and then the useful bit came in which she mentioned France and that's when our plans hit me. She was hinting to me to move to France.
