One-Shot SongFic of Miserable at Best by Mayday Parade. Ennjooooyyyy :)

"How could you, Sev?" Lily screamed at me.

I don't know what possessed me to me to do that. The one and only person who had ever really loved me, and I call her one of the worst names possible.

"I didn't mean to call you that..." I said in a small voice. I don't like being yelled at.

"What, Sev? What did you call me? Go ahead, say it. If you could say it in front of half our year, you sure as hell can say it now." she spat at me."

"A-a... A mudblood. I didn't mean to call you a mudblood." I almost whispered.

"Bullshit." She snapped.

"Lily, I swear to God, I didn't mean it! It just slipped!" I spazzed. This just could not be happening.

"'Letting it slip,' implies that it was on your mind prior, Severus. Don't think that I'm stupid." She was getting close to tears. But not "I'm so sad, feel pity for me," kind of tears, but "dear God, Severus, you better run before I give you a nasty bat bogey hex that'll stick with you for weeks," kind of tears.

"Lily... I'm so sorry... Please, please, please forgive me. I just can't live without you. You're my best friend."I pleaded.

She looked at me. She just stood there and stared at me with those beautiful, deep intense, green eyes. I took her silence as a chance to admire how beautiful she looked. Her reddish-brown hair was up in a messy bun, with bits of hair falling around her face. She was in her nightgown, but I could still see those curves that kept me up at night just thinking about them. Her face, that of an angel, was glowing in the slight moonlight that was coming from the light above us, She no longer looked angry. She just looked hurt.

"Sev, I wish I could say the same. I wish I could tell you that I'd be lost without you. But you and i both know that that's not true. Without you, I will be able to function, interact, and live my life. I will go on, I know it for a fact. I can live without you. But Sev... Without you... Without you I'll be miserable at best." Finally the tears started to spill, but just slightly. Just enough to make me want to reach out an hold her and never let her go.

"Then don't go Lily... I got the point that i should leave you alone, but we both know I'm not that strong! Please, Lily. Please don't go..." I begged. I couldn't lose her. Not like this.

"I'm sorry, Sev. I'd rather be miserable then mistreated." She whispered and then turned into the portrait, leaving me alone in the halls of Hogwatrs.

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