I woke up this morning feeling it was just gonna be one of those days i was gonna regret but i got up anyway. I grabbed my toiletries and headed off to the bathroom. Right before i hopped into the shower i passed the mirror and took a good look at myself and thought why would Edward want to be with someone like me I'm nothing but ordinary and i can't do anything special except that i am physically challenged. Then i realized i still had school if I liked it or not. The water felt so good on my back but i got out because the faster I got ready the faster I could see Edwards face again. I ran to my room but knowing me i tripped over the door and fell on my face leaving a bruise on my forehead. I chose out a outfit that Alice had picked out for me the night before, a gorgeous blue sun dress with a pair of white heels. And I didn't dare wear anything else or i would be in trouble with Alice. I walked down the stairs into the kitchen and grabbed a granola bar for breakfast. I told Edward i could drive myself to school today in my new car that he bought me for Christmas. I got in my car and drove to school to find that someone was parked in my space so i had to drive all the way around the school to find a parking spot. Frustrated i started walking towards the school when i saw Edward and Jessica standing in front his Volvo and I stood there for a second when I realized Jessica just kissed him. I was so devastated and I started crying and I caught Edwards eye.
"BELLA!!" he yelled
I started running to my car and I got in and locked the doors so he couldn't get in.
"Bella she kissed me! Please listen to me!" he yelled in a sad voice
"Edward I know what I saw and you obviously don't want to be with me if you would let her kiss you" I said
"Bella why would you say that I will always love you and nobody else" his voice sounding like he was serious
"Edward I have to go," I told him
i then started my car and was just about to leave when he started talking again. and i heard our song here in your arms and he heard it and i started crying harder than i was before and i knew he was going to start talking again.
«Bella don't leave we have to talk about this » his voice pleading
« there is nothing to talk about » i said sobbing
« nothing?? Of course there is it was a missunderstanding and i felt nothing when she kissed me, ahe asked me if she could borrow my notes for math and i was just getting them and giving them to her and she must have seen you because she just kissed me please Bella i love you!!! » he said with sorrow in his voice.
« Edward i have to go i can't deal with this right now and i need to be alone because i have to decide what im going to do with my future and if you are going to be in it or not so i need time to think » i said
« BELLA PLEASE!!!LISTEN!!! » if he could cry he would have made a puddle out of all of his tears but i felt no sympothy.
i then pulled away crying and i noticed Jessica standing there with a smirk on her face. At that moment i decided when i went back to school i was gonna give her something to smirk about but while i was thinking about that i spotted Edward running to his Volvo probably coming to chase me. I sped up and i had no idea where i was going to go. I was just thinking im running away from the person i truly love. Something i thought that i would never be doing in my entire existence.
