"You little shit!" Ciel sighed and watched as the two loud drunk men had started a fight over a unknown subject. He just wanted to get away from loud people and relax, but as smart as the seventeen year old boy was he went to the bar on a Saturday night. A loud smack sounded in the bar and now one of the men was on the floor with a bleeding lip. The bartender had called the police a good five minutes ago so they would be here any minute. He sipped from his drink and leaned back in his seat. Two police men came in and began to talk to the men before taking them out from the bar not to disturb the others who actually tried to have a good time.

It was some minutes over eleven and most people had gone home with our without someone to hook up with. All of them drunk. A woman that looked about twenty tried to flirt with him, obviously trying to get laid. But he had rejected her and told her to go try with a guy who actually was drunk enough to go home with her. He was to tired, pissed and annoyed to even talk to anyone. Yet another good thing to go to a bar when you feel like snap anyone's neck as fast they talk to you. But Ciel just hoped they would ignore him when he sat in the back.

He stood up and walked out the doors to get home. He had had enough of socializing today. Well at least as close he would get to it. It was dark and cold outside and he only wore a long sleeved shirt. He wished he could have taken his car here and then drive home, but he had been drinking and had to take the subway or walk. He knew he was still one year to drink but he still did it and the bartender never asked how old he was due Alois nearly always was with him and he was eighteen so he presumed he was as well, he smoked as well. He paid his friend to buy them for him, he was eighteen and they had known each other for maybe two years now. It was nice to have him there, and not only for the addicting cigarettes he knew was really bad for his asthma. The streets was empty and pulled out a package for his beloved cigarettes and opened it to see one was left he sighed in relief that there was one and he took it between his lips as he stopped to pull out the lighter and give it life. He threw the now empty package to the side and continued to walk, taking deep breaths, letting the smoke fill his lungs before escaping through his mouth.

Nothing was as good as come home and close the outside world away by take a long shower at one am. Ciel often did, now when he had moved away from his family he didn't need to bother to be sneaky and be quiet as he came home late or was up until six in the morning. His father didn't force him to wear pants as well. He went to bed after the steaming shower and fell asleep fast.

In the morning Ciel would have loved to sleep longer but the damn ambulance woke him up at nine. He didn't have anything planned today, nothing more than go to the grocery store to refill his empty fridge. His parents paid for his house, car and food, stuff that parents do pay for, even though he lived alone. So he got money twice a month to get food, he always saved half of it for things like clothes or cigarette money.

Might as well get going while I'm awake.

He got up and took off his shirt he slept in and took a new pair of boxers. After came some washed out grey jeans, a black v-necked t-shirt and a jacket. He took his wallet, phone and keys before heading down to the store. Of course he took his car and made his way away from his house with still messy hair though. He hadn't bothered to fix it, not remembered either. It was a fast trip and he soon stopped his car in the parking lot and got out, locked his car and walked up to the store. It was just a few people there that was getting stuff. He gave out a sigh and took a shopping basket before scanning the store for what he needed. Most important was cereal, milk, pasta and juice. The rest would just be stuff he thought looked good and actual food, like meat.

He started to fill the basket with his food, shopping wasn't directly something he liked to do, he had to do it. When he spotted his favorite juice wasn't there he frowned and went for something that would do. More people had begun to fill the store and when he was at the part where they had pasta he saw a familiar face next to him. His eyes widened when his brain had started to work and could give the man a name and a reason why he recognized him. It was Sebastian, Sebastian Michaelis. The guy that his friend Alois had hooked up with a lot last year before they 'broke up' because they both started to get tired of each other. He soon continued with his shopping and got his damn pasta when he.

"Shit…."

He mumbled and clenched his fists. It was his last package of cigarettes yesterday and he needed new. He had a faint memory Sebastian had bought it for him once when Alois didn't have his identification with him. Should he? No. Just ask Alois to buy for you tomorrow. Though he kind of wanted to smoke now. He stood at the magazines ready to check out while he decided if he should ask or not.

Oh fuck it, just go to the damn check out already!

He shook his head and went to pay for his food. He got the bags and made his way back to the car when a voice started to yell after him. Well he assumed it was him.

"Hey you! Kid, you forgot your coffee."

His eyes narrowed as he said 'kid', people always thought that he was fifteen or younger when they saw him. He turned around to face the tall black haired man also known as Sebastian. He handed him the coffee with a smile.

"Don't fucking call me kid. I'm seventeen."

He hissed and looked up at the elder. He was nineteen, Alois had told him he was one year older than him. Though next to him he really looked like he was about fifteen.

"Okay, wow. I'm sor-"

He stared down at the younger and a smile was spread across his flawless pale face.

"Ciel?"

"Yeah."

"Hey, It's been like years."

"Yeah, I guess. Was that all or?"

"No no. Just nice to see you dude."

Ciel rolled his eyes and walked out to his car to get home again. He did consider to ask if he could buy him cigarettes but it might be too late now so he just put the grocery bags in the back and got back home as fast as the speed limits let him.

He had planned to stay home the rest of the day and he was going to follow that plan. How boring it might be. But he got food and internet so how bad could it really be. He didn't do much on the computer though and he didn't today either. He just sat or laid down in the sofa and groaned in boredom. Staying home maybe wasn't that great. He picked up his phone and called Alois.

"…the fuck man. It's like one pm."

"Yeah so? Wanna hang out or somethin'. I need new cigarettes."

"Ugh, fine. Where."

"eeh.. the mall."

"Right. Give me like ten minutes and I'm there."

Alois lived maybe five minutes from there and obviously he was going to shower. Ciel didn't live as close as him so he better get going if he was going to get there in time.

He sat on a bench inside as he waited for his friend to come there, as expected he had taken more than ten minutes. But soon he spotted the familiar blonde running towards him.

"Hey Ciel."

"Hi. Let's go and buy some damn cigarettes."

Alois chuckled at how eager Ciel was to get new.

"All gone already?"

"Well obviously!"

"Hah! Well then let's get you some more."

They took their way to the same place they always went to get it, at least when they were at the mall. It was a small store that had candy, magazines and of course what they were looking for. Ciel gave him money for three packages so he didn't have to ask him for at least a week. The blonde bought one for himself as well. He handed the three to him and he shoved them down in his bag he had with him. Actually they hadn't anything to do and shopping wasn't a option, they both hated it. Alois had invited him to a party that was next Friday and told him he should go. Ciel wasn't a party person, but like all parties in high school, there was going to be drugs and alcohol. Sometimes he enjoyed getting high or drunk and forget everything else around him. Though it wasn't that often.

The two eventually walked out to smoke and continued their little conversation there. It was a relief as ever and he sighed with a smile.

"So want me to pick you up at ten to the party?"

"It's not a fucking date Ciel. Don't say 'pick up'."

"Fine, but are you up for it?"

"Well yeah I don't got a car as you might know."

"If you want me to continue driving your ass to places to live with me saying 'I'll pick you up'!"

"Fine whatever."

The rest of their little smoking session was quiet, only some coughs from Ciel who could feel his asthma a bit now when it was cold and he smoked. Though he didn't stop until he was finished.

The day to come was Monday and like always it was hard to get up and into the shower. He let the water run for a minute first so that it got steamy and hot, after that he stepped in and let it cover his skin. He scrubbed his skin clean with soap and stepped out. He put on some light blue jeans that was a bit worn out, a black v-neck and a his grey jacket. He packed his bag with his school books and got out to his car.

He was already late when he parked his car and ran up to his first class, English.

Fucking shit I forgot my homework in the car!

He turned around and ran into someone's chest. He let out a 'humpf' and fell down to the floor.

"Hey watch it!"

He yelled and got up as fast as he could, he didn't want to get into a fight or come later.

"Why are you always south a bitch when I run into you."

"Fuck it. Sebastian look I'm late to my class."

"I don't mind."

"Of course you don't fucking mind you don't even go here anymore!"

"I know, I'm here to visit a friend for information."

"Oh then go talk to your friend and not me."

Ciel made his way around Sebastian and got down to his car, picked up the forgotten homework and ran back up.

That guy annoys me so damn much.

Thanks to Sebastian Ciel came twenty minutes late to class, well he blamed the other for distracting him on his way. If he ever saw him again he was going to slap that bitch.

This week had been long and finally it was time for that party Alois invited him to. It was nine a clock and he was going to go in one and a half hour so he had to get ready. He didn't take a shower and just changed his clothes into black skinny jeans and a long sleeved dark blue and grey striped shirt. He had fixed his hair so it looked nice and not all messy as from today. He looked at the clock and made his way to his friends house.

Alois was outside his apartment when Ciel came there. He was slightly shaking of the coldness and he was wearing skinny jeans as well, but his was dark grey and a black t-shirt, no jacket. No wonder he was shivering all over. As fast as the car had stopped He threw the door open and jumped in, and closed the door to not let in the cold air.

"You could have hurried a bit."

"I was."

With that they made their way to the party, it was going to be big, Ciel knew that. And he just hoped for all in the world that the police wouldn't come like on some other parties he's been on before. It was bothersome to talk with his parents after that. It took them a year to not take it up. He could already heard the sound of hysterical music from the distance, actually he hated house music and rather listened to rock, he didn't like the pounding from the music. Was there actually anyone who actually listened to this kind of music on their free time, like home, on the subway, while working out?

Ciel let out a sigh as he could see already drunk people dance outside the house. He parked the car and they both got out. Alois didn't wait for Ciel to come with him and instead walked into the house and disappeared, probably for the rest of the night. He walked after, slower than his friend. He didn't have the same feeling anymore, about getting drunk and party. He walked in and instantly got a drink shoved down in his hand by a half drunk girl who blinked before heading towards a fried and talked to her. The music pounded in time with his heart and he started to drink whatever he got. It tasted like champagne.

A few drinks later he was starting to actually feel drunk and he was now forcing his way through the mass of people in the house, he got into a room that was rather empty except Alois, Sebastian and six girls sitting on the floor in a ring. Of course Sebastian was there, it was a party after all.

"Hey Ciel!"

Alois was sounding groggy and waved his hand as he saw his friend.

"We're playing truth or dare, join!"

"Ugh, fine."

Ciel mumbled and sat down next to Alois, in front of Sebastian. It was a rather childish game but he was drunk and it could be fun to pass some time.

"Okay, your turn."

The blonde pointed on a girl with too small clothes and long red hair who giggled. Alois gave Ciel a drink and smiled at him.

"You, truth or dare."

She pointed at Ciel and continued to giggle, just as drunk as him probably.

"Dare."

He said with a shrug and all the girls was giggling now. Did he do something? The red head glanced at Sebastian and smiled.

"I dare you to kiss Sebastian!"

Everyone except Ciel and Sebastian laughed or giggled. Ciel just stared at him. This went to fast, why did he join this stupid fucking game! He noticed the black haired man smirked at him as Alois pushed him closer. Ciel crawled over to Sebastian. The closer he got, the wider did that smirk get.

Why the fuck is he smirking like that?!

He felt a hand on his neck when he was centimeters away from his lips and he closed his eyes, not wanting to see. He felt the others hot breath on his lips and Ciel could feel his cheeks eat up when their lips slowly brushed against each other. Ciel got a bit closer to get a better angle in the kiss and the black haired man forced his tongue into his mouth. Giggle and cheering was heard from the girls as Sebastian's hand rode up under the sapphire eyed boy's shirt and felt his now hot and flushed skin. Mostly from the alcohol, the rest from the fact that he was kissing Sebastian.

W-what am I doing? Why the hell am I still kissing him!? Though I can't stop.. His lips.. His skin.

His arms was now around the others neck and the kiss had turned heated and deep. The others had lost interest in the two and continued their game without them.

Fuck it. I'm just drunk, I don't actually feel for him.

Though he wanted to pull away he was glued to the other. Sebastian didn't seem to have any intension of pulling away either.