Meeting him today was not what I expected. I resent every part of him, but at the same time I am drawn to him. I can feel the power coursing through his body. I feel energy when I am around him. I feel like there is nothing I can do, but fall to my knees and beg for him to look at me, beg him to touch me and beg him to enter me. What has he done to me? I never thought that I would be one of those women who needed a man, so desperately. I don't want to be his, but every fiber of my being screams to let him take me to a different world. I know that deep inside me something is telling me to run. It scares me to think that he holds the power. This man who is incapable of normal feelings, his man who will not let me touch him without a shirt on and all I want to do is be rescued.
