Have you felt like you have had your heart ripped out? Where it just hurts so much and it seams as though it will never heal and you'll never be able to love again? Well I have. My name is Rosemarie Hathaway and the guy who did that excruciating pain to me is name, Dimitri Belikov. 2 weeks ago he said the awful words "Love Fades. Mine Has." Four words was all it took for my heart to be broken beyond repair. See we used to be in love, soulmates even. All that changed little less than a year ago. Right after we made love for the first time he was turned into a strigoi. I then dropped out of school and went on a mission to kill him. A promise we made to each other to do if one of us was to ever get turned. Well after my wild chase across Russia I finally managed o find him. He kept me as his hostage for weeks. But then I managed to escape. I then got the help of my best friend Vasilisa Dragomir and we restored his soul back. But he thinks it's all her. Now a days I only have Christian. Dimitri won't talk to me or as so much as look at me. At least Christian is there for me unlike my best friend Lissa who is holed u Dimitri's ass twenty four fucking seven. Ever since he broke my heart when he spoke those four words that day in church I have hardly been out of my room. I don't even eat any more let alone sleep. My sleep is filled with nightmares of him. Lucky for me I have Christian watching out for me. Me and him have grown a brotherly/sisterly bond these past few weeks. And he is he only one I talk to anymore. Lissa doesn't even bother talking to me anymore. But tonight we all planned to do a karaoke night. I was forced by Christian to go. He says " that I need to get out more." So here I am dressing up and doing something that I much rather wouldn't want to do. I decide on a black low cut, tight fitting, tie behind the neck tank top. And dark wash denim short shorts. For my jewelry I wear my gold believe ring that Christian gave me a few days ago. And my gold vintage chanel cuff and vintage gold and black chanel studs. I do my makeup smokey and put on light gloss for my lips and straighten my hair. For shoes I decide on my black pumps. I then look in the mirror and I have to admit I look HOT. But what catches me off guard is my eyes. What once held so much life and emotions are now empty and haunting like. But I am brought out of my thought with a knocking on the door. I open it to reveal Christian.
