This is a different take on Kristina's abuse storyline. I don't like the way Guza wrote it. It is Sam, Kristina, and Jasam focused. This is my first time writing a fanfic so any suggestions would be really helpful. The first Chapter mostly focuses on Kristina and Sam but there will be a lot more Jasam in future chapters.
*Kristina doesn't lie about Ethan hitting her. She admits it was Keifer.
*Michael killed Claudia but the case was dropped because lack of evidence
*No Franco in this story
*Jasam and maybe Ethina later
Chapter One
"Why do you have to do this, why do you have to make me so angry!"
Kiefer grabbed Kristina by the wrist and slammed to the floor and she screamed in pain. This just angered him more and he started to kicking her in the stomach repeatedly.
"Please stop I'm sorry!" Kiefer picked her up from off the floor and threw her against the wall. "
Kiefer you're hurting me! Please don't!" His fist came towards her eye which she knew would leave an ugly bruise. But he didn't stop, he just kept on hitting her until the darkness came.
"Krissy are you ok?" Sam asked her sister gently. She had come over to the lake house to check on Kristina. Alexis was at the office and she knew it was Kristina's first day home since she had been released from the hospital, she shouldn't be alone right now. When she came in Kristina had been in a daze with her face getting paler by the second.
"I'm uh fine," Kristina said but even to her it sounded like a lie.
"No you are not." Sam spoke gently as she sat down on the couch beside Kristina. "And that's okay. It's okay for you not be fine right now. After what you've been through."
"Mom called you to come here didn't she, she so predictable."
"She didn't actually I just thought you could use some company."
"If you're here to press charges against Kiefer it's a waste of your time. I'm not doing it."
"Alexis does want you to bring back the charges against Kiefer but we don't have to talk about that until you're ready."
"There's nothing to talk about because I don't want to press charges against him, ever."
"I'm not going to pressure you to do something or not ready for. I know how-
"Don't. Don't act like you know what I'm feeling right now! You don't know anything about me! So just stop. If that why you're here to make me talk about it you might as well leave."
"I do get it. More than most people would because I've been there. I know how it starts. At first it's just a slap or a hit and he apologizes, says he'll never do it again. But that not what happens. It just gets worst. You start blaming yourself. If you didn't make him so angry than he wouldn't have to hit you. But that's not true because it not your fault just like it wasn't mine." Sam grabbed her sisters hand and squeezed it gently. There were now tears falling down Kristina's face.
"I'm sorry Sam.."
"It's ok." Sam tried to sound of comforting but it just sounded week. "You know I was thinking. I remember when ever I had bruises make up was always a life saver." Sam said as she took the makeup bag out of her purse.
"Why bother covering them up they'll still be there." Kristina started looking down.
"Because it'll make you feel better. Besides it's easier to get over something when it's not staring you in the face."
Kristina for the first time since everything happened. "Thank you Sam, for not pressuring me."
"Ready?" Sam asked as she pulled some blush out of her bag.
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He didn't mean for this to happen. Kristina just made him so angry. It was wrong but his bitch of a girlfriend deserved it. She had pushed him too far. He just started hitting her, punching her. It made it feel like he was in control, like he had power. He never wanted her to end up in the hospital. He just needed her to understand what happened when she angered him and now everyone saw him as this monster. No one would admit, but he saw the way they looked at him. How was it fair just because he made one mistake he would lose everything, he got a scholarship, he was going to Yale. He had to fix this somehow. He would go to Kristina's. Remind her he never hurt her. She was confused that night so no one would suspect anything when she changed her story. He would just wait until he could get her alone, where her family couldn't stop her from doing the right thing. Keifer knew this would work. Everything would be fine.
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After Sam had left Kristina looked in the mirror. You could hardly see any bruises. It surprised her how much comfort that gave her. Talking to Sam helped. She was someone who understood what she was going through. Kristina grabbed her lab top off the coffee table and headed for her bed room. All she wanted to do was sleep. She couldn't think about any of this anymore.
By the time Alexis had gotten home Kristina had already gone to bed. It was going to be just them tonight; Molly was spending the night at a friend's. She walked up to Kristina's room and cracked the door open enough to see Kristina curled up on her bed. How had all of this happened? Kristina was her daughter she was supposed to protect her, not encourage her to be in a relationship with someone who was abusing her. What kind of mother could do that? Alexis silently shut the door to her daughter's bed room and headed off to her own.
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"I glad you're here." Jason said barely above a whisper .
"I didn't think you would still be awake." Sam said refusing to look up at him.
"There were problems with a shipment and I had to take care of it, I just got back. I've missed you." Jason noticed how her eyes were going everywhere but him. He tried to get her to look at him and succeeded after a moment.
Sam put a fake smile on her face when she saw the concerned look he was giving her. "It has only been three days."
"It seems longer. I know you've been supporting your family. How's Kristina?"
"Not good." Sam said pacing and putting her hand on her forehead. Trying to forget about her horrible migraine she had gotten on the way over. "I mean how could she be after what she's been through?"
"I'm glad you can be there for her."
"Well I'm trying." Jason then sat down on the couch and pulled Sam into his lap. "I wouldn't want her to go through this alone, not like I did." Sam said the last part so quietly she wasn't sure if he heard her.
Jason kissed her on the back of her head. "She won't have to; she has Alexis, her family, and you someone who knows what she going through. You will get her through this."
"I hope it's enough."
"Has she decided if she will press charges against Kiefer. Sonny want to retaliate"
What are you going to do? You can't let him do this. It will only cause Kristina more pain to know Sonny had Keifer killed."
"I don't know if I can Sonny out of control but I can't blame him for wanting to protect his child." Sam quickly jumped off his lap and turned around so she was facing him. "Are you serious? Is that all you and Sonny care about, revenge."
"Sam-
"Kristina is hurting right now and she not ready to decide on anything. You have no idea what she is going through right now! Do you even care about how this would affect Kristina? If this was Michael. You would be doing what was best for him not what Sonny wants."
"Sam I didn't mean it like that."Jason fallowed her as she headed for the door.
"It's fine. It was a mistake to come here I should just go home." Before Sam could open the door Jason gently grabbed her arm.
"Sam you don't have to go."
"I do because I'm afraid if I stay I'm going to say something I will regret." Sam tried to get out of his grasp but he wouldn't let go.
"I didn't mean to upset you."
"I'm sorry I don't know what's wrong with me. I didn't mean to lash out at you."
"It ok, I know this is hard for you. After what you went through and what's happening to Kristina now."
I just want all of this to be over. For Kristina to be okay, for my family to be okay."
"You look exhausted, come on."With that Jason took Sam hand and led her up the stairs.
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After Sam took a shower she came in the bed room to find Jason asleep on the bed and snuggled up to him.
"Stop Nico you're hurting me!"She tried to get out his grasp but that just made him angrier and he continued to twist her wrist.
"Shut up! I'm so tired of you being such a little whore!" Nicolet go of her arm and threw her against the wall wrapping one of his hands around her throat tightly making it hard for her to breath. "I saw you with that guy. I know you fucked him."
"We were with just talking, you know I love you!"
Nico slapped her acros the face. "Stop lyingto me! "
"I'm not lying, I swear."
Then he let go off her. "Why do make me do this kitten. Your mine. No one else will ever love you the way I do. You belong to me." He threw her onto the ground and she hit her head on the edge of the coffee table. Before she lost consciousness she felt him kick her in the stomach one last time.
Sam got out of Jason arms and crawled to the other side of the bed far away from Jason as possible. She was being ridiculous it was the past, it didn't matter now. But why couldn't stop thinking about the man that had been dead for six years?
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