It's not that I want to go back! It's that I need to go back!
My notebook was pressed against my chest, my hands were trembling with nervousness and fear. What if I make a fool of myself? I would never forgive myself! Never! I stand there, looking at him... He was walking down the hallway, signing every notebook on the way. I took a deep breathe, closed my eyes and opened them. When I opened them, I suddenly see his body in front of me.
''Hey there little girl, do you want me to sign your notebook for you?'' Jack asks in his Irish accent.
I couldn't move, my body, my mouth, no words, no movement. What was I doing? Oh I know, I was making a freaking fool of myself! Mostly after telling myself not to do that.
''Little girl?'' Jack repeats.
''Yes sir.'' I finally force out.
He smiles and takes my notebook, I can hear the scratching of his pen on my paper. He looked at me and smiled. My eyes started getting really watery, mostly from because how stupid I was acting. He frowned.
''Don't cry little one, it's okay.'' Jack says.
He leans in and hugs me. I cry on his shoulder, sniffling, tears coming out my eyes like a waterfall. I wish I wouldn't be such a cry baby, oh my gosh, I couldn't stop. I was crying so hard. I don't know why. He let go of me and looked at me, he kneeled on the ground. He started wiping my tears away.
''It's okay... What's your name?'' Jack asks.
''S-Sam...'' I sniffle.
''Really? Sam?'' Jack chuckles his cute chuckle.
He gets out something, it was his septiceye Sam! He carries it everywhere. I couldn't believe what he was doing.
''Don't worry Sam... Here, have my Sam.'' Jack gives me his Sam.
I hugged it, I hugged it tight. As tight as I could... Probably the tightness of when I see my father again. He's in the military right now, I'm proud, but I miss him like crazy right now. Thinking of it, more tears start coming to my eyes.
''T-Thank you s-so much J-Jack...'' I sniffle.
''No problem Sam... I hope you enjoy it.'' Jack hugs me one more time and continues down the line.
I look at the Sam, I smiled and turned around. My mom was standing there. I got my notebook and walked up to her. She drove me home. When I got home, it was like, 1AM. I thanked my mom so much, my mother has done so much for me, sometimes, I feel like I don't even deserve it. I kissed her and headed upstairs. I sit in my bed, and get my Sam, I put it in my arms, and fall asleep.
When morning came, I woke up and Sam was gone. I looked around my bed, then I spotted it... My mouth dropped. I couldn't believe it... I could not. It couldn't be. I got out of my bed and picked up the Sam.
''Jibbles!'' I screamed.
My dog Jibbles came running into the room. I saw the evidence. I fell to the ground, I started crying. My mom came rushing in soon after.
''Sam! What's wrong?!'' She shouts with her normal worried voice.
I lifted up the Sam. My mom took it out of my hands.
''I-It's... It's destroyed!'' Mom shouted.
I look up at her.
''Don't worry, it's just a Sam, Jack has the original.'' Mom says.
''No mum, he doesn't. He gave the original to me... And... And now it's...'' I couldn't even finish my sentence, I choked on my words and started crying again.
I couldn't believe that Jibbles tore up the Sam. Yes, Jack gave it to me, that was really special. But knowing that it was the original, I couldn't take it. Nope, not anymore. I just couldn't.
