Warnings: Yaoi, death. romance. rape.

Hello...this is tulip and I hope you enjoy the story ...thanks for reading please review bye.

Summary: Kai has lost another thing he cares about. what happens when someone comes and comforts him. And what if he finds more than just comfort with this person... even after he reveals his past to this person? Yaoi, MaxKai

Chapter 1 hes gone

A boy about 16 sat next to a hospital bed. He had ice blue and dark blue hair. He was staring at the person in the bed. silent tears ran down his face.

'Wyatt...I'm sorry..I couldn't protect you. I failed...' He held the lifeless hand in his own. Feeling how the once warm body was now cold. wyatt had been his best friend. The boy was alittle annoying... not to mention Kai's fanboy...but Kai had loved him, and had even slept with him. Kai kissed the lips which used to be so soft and comforting, but now they were cold and blue. 'You were so beautiful. Why do I lose everything I love. Then again, I should never had loved you to begin with, knowing that...this might happen.'

Flash back:a 8 monthes ago

Kai was alone on a roof of his new school. He was "eating" lunch. Though not really since he wasn't really hungry. He threw it in the trash as soon as he got it. He watched the clouds then heard the door to the roof open. He turned and saw that fanboy of his Wyatt.

"Hi Kai!" Wyatt went up to stand next to him. Kai didn't bother responding to the other boy and continued to look out at the scenary before him. Wyatt turned to look where Kai was. "So...how come you're up here alone?"

"..." Kai turned to the boy and glared at him in a way that said "Fck off" but of course the other boy just grinned and scooted closer to Kai. Kai sighed and stopped gazing at the scenary and turned to look at something he would soon find even more beautiful. He looked at the other boy with his reddish brownish hair, his beautiful brown eyes. Wyatt's eyelashes were long. Kai took a step foreward, still staring at the boy. The other boy just stared back with a smile on his face. Kai reached out and touched Wyatt's cheek gently.

"K-kai?" Wyatt stuttered. Kai smirked and leaned foreward, capturing the other boys lips. He sucked on Wyatt's bottom lip until it gave him entrance. Kai gently rubbed circles on Wyatt's cheek as he slipped his tongue into his mouth. Wyatt's eyes became wide but soon his eyelids dropped and he responded more to the kiss. Kai took his other hand from Wyatt's face and lowered it to between the other boys legs and pressed the bulge that was forming. Wyatt let out a gasp into the kiss then began to moan as Kai rubbed his member. Kai then pulled away smirking slightly.

"Do you want me Wyatt?" He asked gently. Wyatt was blushing like mad.

"Kai...why'd you..." Wyatt started but was stopped by Kai kissing him again. They'd only known eachother for two monthes. Kai could tell that Wyatt thought he was rushing things.

"Answer my question." Kai whispered as he pulled away. His hands falling the Wyatts hips.

"Y-yes..I want you Kai." Wyatt blushed as Kai began rubbing their groins together.

"You can have me...under one condition..." Kai began turning his attention to Wyatts neck and began sucking on it slowly.

"Mmmh... what condition?" Wyatt moaned as Kai began leaving marks on his neck. "Kai...please... tell me...what...you want..."

"I want..." Kai began to move Wyatts hands to his back "to be...the uke..."

"WHAT?!" Wyatt yelped in surprise. Kai smirked. "You want me..to...to...do...you..?"

"Surprising isn't it? I've always been on bottom during sex...only once have I been on top...and I have to say I like bottom better.." Kai kissed Wyatt's cheek gently. "Of course if you don't like that then I guess we could just remain...aquintances.."

"N-no..I really wanna...be with you Kai..I've had a crush on you even before I met you.." Wyatt blushed. "I just though if I were to sleep with you, you would never allow me to be on top.."

"..." Kai nibbled on Wyatt's ear. "Do you want to come to my dorm? I don't share a room..we could do this now..then go out to a movie on Friday."

"Yeah lets go." Wyatt smiled as Kai walked him out off the roof. They then headed for the dorms when they reached to first floor. Finally when they made it to Kai's room, Kai shut the door and locked it. He sat on his bed, which had black sheets and blankets. He motioned for Wyatt to sit next to him. The other boy sat and soon felt Kai's lips on his own. The kiss deepend and Kai pulled Wyatt on top of him allowing the other boy to take control of the kiss. Kai took Wyatt's jacket off then began unbottoning his shirt while still kissing him.

"Wyatt..." Kai whispered as Wyatt broke the kiss. Wyatt took his own shirt off then began taking Kai's off. He threw both shirts on the floor and started kissing Kai again. He kissed Kai's jaw line, then went lower to kiss his neck. He nibbled on it recieving beautiful moans from Kai in response. He sucked on Kai's neck till he left marks. he began kissing Kai more-kissing the marks he made. Kai moaned more, though still quietly. Kai grabbed on to his friends silky brown locks and moaned louder as the other boy began sucking on his nipples. He then stopped when he got to Kai's stomach and started taking off Kai's pants. He unzipped them then pulled them down slowly. He then stopped to gaze at Kai's erection, which was fully visible through his boxers.

"You're beautiful Kai..." Wyatt grinned. he took his own pants off and kicked them to the floor along with Kai's. He slowly began to slip off Kai's boxer. Still gazing at Kai's beauty.

The two made love. Afterwards Kai clung to Wyatt not wanting to let go, and slept peacefully. Both of them forgot about their afternoon classes...until the next day...

End of flash back

Kai held onto his now dead lover's hand. Wyatt had died because of him. Kai had started paying more and more attention to beyblading when the season started up again..and even less attention to Wyatt. Because of this Wyatt wanted Kai to spend more time with him. Think of him as more important than beyblading...but of course...Kai didn't...Kai sighed.."I'm such a fool Wyatt...I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.."

In truth Kai loved Wyatt..but he had never been in love with him. Wyatt was just his best friend who...also happened to be his lover. Kai hated himself for losing him like this. Wyatt borrowed a beyblade that had a bit beast that was so strong it controled its master...and thats what killed him...when Kai defeated Wyatt's beyblade- causing the bit beast to also be defeated- Wyatt had a breakdown. He then went into a coma... Kai visited him everyday but he never woke up. Just two days ago Wyatt took a turn for the worst. And now he was gone, along with a piece of Kai's already broken heart.

Kai heard the door to the hospital room open. He dropped Wyatts hand and turned to see who it was...

TBC

ok so my second fanfic...better than the first I think. please review. If you have any suggestions I would love to hear them!

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