I'm Bella Swan and you could say I have the perfect life, but that would be an understatement.I have been living in the Playboy Mansion since I was 18. After "he" left a lot of things changed about me and I am way more confident. Hef just made me next months centerfold! It is like the highest of the highs in Playboy.
So my 21st birthday is this week and we are having a pretty big party in Vegas this weekend. Holly, Bridget, and Kendra have been excited it's making me crazy. That's one thing that hasn't changed I still hate presents. Ever since my 18th birthday party the hate has got worse and worse. It's Thursday now so I have 2 more days to worry.
"Bella! Just two more days…" Holly said while opening the door.
"I know, I know. Don't remind me" I said while giving her a hug.
"Lighten up girl, We have the best birthday cake ever picked out for you."
"Really? You shouldn't have. You really shouldn't have" I replied while walking down the stairway.
"Bella, come on your finally going to be old enough to drink. Well, legally anyways." Kendra said
laughing. Then we all joined in.
"I guess your right, I should lighten up."
So, I guess I should tell you how I got to be a playmate in the first place. It was 3 months after my 18th birthday party when I saw the ad for auditions at the mansion. I decided "what the hell" and went for it.
It took 3 days to get to LA at my trucks speed limit. When I got here I was like a zombie about to attack in a scary movie from the way I looked. Then I quickly changed into my little black swimsuit and got interviewed. It was 3 hours later when I found out I would be moving into the mansion. I wasn't happy at first but then it suddenly felt like this is who I am supposed to be, a freakin Playboy Bunny. My first pictorial didn't come out until this months issue though. And I did look fuckin hot.
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"Come on Emmet get what you want and let's go!" I said as Emmet wouldn't decide what magazine to buy.
"ok, okay. I will just get Playboy." he said while smacking my shoulder.
We finally got back to the car where Alice and Jasper along with Rosalie waited. I suddenly started driving back to our house in Portland. Emmet of course started looking at girls and comparing them to Rose.
"Oh My God!" Emmet and Jasper practically screamed from the backseat.
"What?!?" I said while seeing the picture in their heads.
I then pulled over and was shocked to death. Well, not literally.
"Dude, Bella's in Playboy?" that's fuckin' insane man!
"I can't believe her" Alice said while looking out the window.
"Edward, according to this she has been there since she was 18, and she is having a huge 21st birthday party tomorrow" Jasper said.
"she look's so hot naked man" Emmet said while turning the magazine ways as if it were 3D.
"SHUT UP " Rosalie said while taking away the magazine and giving it to me.
They were right she has been there for almost 3 years and is Miss November. At first I didn't even recognize her with blonde hair and no clothes on. It Didn't even feel right looking at her, like I didn't have permission by her too. It has been three years sense I could smell her sweet scent or kiss her anxious lips or have my arms around her.
"Dude, stop staring. Apparently she has better things to "do". Emmet said while pointing at the line
"HEF'S NEWEST GIRLFRIEND!"
"Be Quiet" I said with a shaky tone.
"don't cry, gosh she did this on her own" Rosalie said with a bitchy voice.
I then went straight home and to my room leaving the magazine in the car.
"What's wrong with him now?" Esme asked Alice.
"Apparently…Bella is Miss November"
"Huh? I don't think I follow."
"Bella is a Playboy Bunny Mom" Emmet said laughing his head off giving the magazine to Esme.
"I never expected that, what got into her?"
"Rebellion is my guess?" Alice cut Emmet off before he made another sorry joke.
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It was finally Saturday my birthday . Time seemed to get the best of me and it was 7 before I knew it. Bridget helped me with my outfit and Holly did my make-up.
"Damn girl, we look fine." Kendra exclaimed while coming down the stairs.
"I know lets go Party!"
It was 9 pm when I saw them.
"I have to go to the restroom." I told Kendra in the middle of our "dirty" dancing.
I walked all the way to the third floor restroom so I could calm down, but he grabbed my arm and held me close.
"What….er….where?"
"Emmet saw your pictorial"
"oh my god"
" I know, and I was wondering why you did all this" he said with his hand motioning my dress that barely covered any skin.
"I don't know I needed to feel confident to feel wanted, and I saw the auditions…"
"what do you mean…wanted?"
"It was like… well Charlie said it was like I died when you left and to be honest I did, and he really didn't like my decision but I did it anyways."
"I am sorry I did that to you…"
"I did it to myself. You're the one who didn't love me."
"your wrong I do love you more than anything."
Right there and then I began to cry. Those were the words I'd been longing to heat for the past three years
The words I needed to feel wanted.
"what, but you?"
"I lied. I thought it would be best and safer if I left for you"
"you love me?"
"yes…and Alice and the others want to see you."
".Here?"
"yes in about 5 seconds…wait here they come…"
