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What can I do. The corr's

Kate lay in her bedroom, looking around the room her eye catching the Navy blue bridesmaid dress that hung on her wardrobe. Looking at the clock that stood on her bedside table and saw it flashing 0100. She knew that she needed to sleep now or she would be a zombie at her best friend's wedding tomorrow. But somehow she was jealous, not of the fact that her friend was getting married, she would never begrudge her that. Not after all her heartache, but the fact that Kate wished it was herself getting married. To Mike. Picking up her IPod and setting it to the shuffle setting, she pressed play and put in her earphones.

I haven't slept at all in days
Its been so long since we've talked
And I have been hear many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

The song that started was an old 90's track from the Corr's . she felt like the woman singing it. Since the attack that killed Jim and swain, mike had become more distant from her. She felt like Elizabeth bennet, hopelessly in love with her Mr Darcy who is totally oblivious to her. ( except that was not the case. They had once shared a brief affair when she was on a course and he was the instructor. But he had walked out on that saying that her career is more important)

What can I do to make you love me,
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Drifting in to a sleep, Kate dreamt about mike, a wedding, kids and growing old and sitting in a sun room overlooking the sea.

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just going to let it fly