Nope, not owing Inuyasha


He was her crush!

He always was. Since when she did not know.

All she knew was one day she found him attractive, too attractive. Maybe from the very moment she had first laid eye on him, her heart had already became his.

She was just too young to know.

Then things slowly changed.

Living in the village, learning the way of humans, of adults, she had come to learn the way of her own heart.

She began to see him differently. Or she began to notice. She no longer felt at eased in his perimeter. Her heart quickened, cheeks rise with heats making them blush red, she was shaken hearing his deep sexy voice. She was thrilled!

Goosebumps rising from happiness.

She avoided his eyes because she could not bear to look at them, yet she wanted to look at him all day. He was in her mind whenever he was away, always, always in her mind.

Slowly times changed, her body too changed, and so her stage of mind.

He was her crush, but it wasn't simple. It became complicated.

She wanted him closed, but it hurt to hide her feeling that was like a storming sea threatening to flood and swallow the earth. But if she let her feelings out, all left would be an empty path of destruction.

Her feeling was like a desert person who collapsed right next to an oasis, just within hand reach, but too weak to lift a hand to get the water and satisficed the thirst. All could be done was watching, letting the thirst weakening the body.

Her crush on him was growing stronger each day. So much she thought it would be impossible to love him more, yet she found the love increased. But someday she knew her crush would end.

Many had held her the affection she did her lord, never as deep, but they were there offered her their hands. She never took them. She was still dreaming the impossible.

Some day she would have to wake up. But that was the matter of someday. Now she would love to live in her little dream.

Her lord came and went, visited her in his usual routines.

She knew someday this too would end.

And then it came the day her crush end.

Nineteen, woman, adult, mature, lovely, and beautiful.

Her lord came to end her long time crush on him.

She was crying.

Not because of sadness, but of happiness.

"It's time for you to come back. That is, if you wish to." The handsome demon lord stated.

She nodded her head, smiled occupied her lips.

"One more thing. Rin. You have the choices to come back as my ward, or my mate." His eyes hopeful and worried. It was the first time she could see the truth behind his golden gorgeous eyes. He too had hidden the same deep secret as she.

Love.

The girl eyes widen. Happiness lit her brown eyes. She flung herself into his arms, silently answered his question with her action.

A mate, so be it.

The end