Disclaimer: I don't own Narnia or any off the characters

A/N: This just came to me out of nowhere.

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I miss him so much. Eustace recently told me he was dead. DEAD. How could he die on me like that? I loved him, and he got married!

I thought he loved me, but he loved another. A daughter of one so powerful? I'm a Queen of Old, does that mean nothing?

And he had a son with her? How could he? I wanted to do that. But Aslan sent me back. It is no way Aslan's fault. He was just doing his job.

/Susan cuts her wrists/

But I loved him. I kissed him in front of everyone. And I made the first move. He didn't make a move. He didn't love me.

But I loved him.

I smile.

Finally some peace. I'm so sorry Caspian. I'm so sorry, I need to please just forgive…

Didn't like it? it just came to me. Susan must be in a lot of pain after she knew Caspian was dead, moved on and wasn't going to see him again EVER.

Review and I'll make one from Caspian's pov on his death-bed