Both us were chosen for our abilities, for our natural talents, we were chosen to be locked away nothing but lab rats for that demon. I never understood, I never understood why you didn't even try to get away, why you didn't want to taste freedom once again. I never understood you or him who's love for that demon surpassed all his pain.
You never spoke much except to yourself. At times I could hear you scream in the night your body ravaged by an unknown pain. I wanted to go to you and tell you it was alright, that it would be alright someday. But, I never knew how and, he always seemed to get there first the one other who had never tried to leave. Who would never leave unless the demon wished it to be so. I never knew what he would always say to you, to stop your screams, to stop your nightmares. It had to have been something soothing and delicate, speech which is foreign to my rouge tongue.
After a while we were separated torn apart and I could no longer hear your screams in the darkness although, I knew that they would always be there. I tried to escape several times. Where I was to go after I knew not I just wanted to feel the wind on my face once again, I wanted to see home again. Maybe, I wanted to see you again too. For my attempts I was locked away in a place no one went to, a place I had no way to escape. In that darkness who my imprisonment I cursed the demon and all that he had done to me and all that he had ever done to you as well. All we were was pawns left to his deceptive movements.
So much time passed between then and now and I began to wonder if I truly was just helpless to be locked away still completely helpless. I saved and released from my prison by the man who had slayed the demon and I saw saved from my own impending madness. The name of that man was Sasuke Uchiha, he freed me but, only to do his bidding. He wants to free you too and, of course, Karin because she is just so important. I hate the way she looks down upon everyone except he who is in charge then she drools over him like a sick puppy. She makes me want to vomit whenever I see her. If only he didn't need her abilities to find his target. Then maybe I could put this sword to use he head upon the ground would really make me happy, it's been a long time since I was able to stretch my muscles.
When we came for you, you still didn't want to leave. After all the suffering he put you through, all the pain you still wanted to remain locked in that room. Perhaps you would have forever remained locked in that room if not for Sasuke revealing Kimimaro's sacrifice. Was I not enough to take you from that place Juugo? Why did it have to be Kimimaro, it's always been him for you never me. You never will see me will you? I always will just be watching you listening to you quietly never making a sound, never telling you how I feel, never telling you that it was me who had loved you all along.
