Don't own Naruto
Blind
Their eyes could see so much…just not how they feel for each other.
Don't look up. Don't look up. Just stare at the ground and everyone will ignore your existence and that outburst.
"Did you say something, Hinata?" I heard Naruto ask.
I breathed a sigh of relief. He hadn't heard me, which meant nobody else would even care.
I only shake my head, denying that he might have just heard me breathing because I was blown away by your looks, or how rude Sakura can be towards you when you show her nothing but kindness. I only stare at my desk, and the peeling fingernail polish. My pointer finger only twirled around the other one of my opposite hand, because I was nervous. I was scared. I was…
A coward.
So many years of being in the same school, the same grade, the same class as Naruto Uzumaki, my long time crush and I've barely said ten words to him.
My head only sunk deeper into my desk. My eyes were covered by hair so I could sneak a peek at the blond loud-mouth. He lightened up a room every time he entered it. Every head turned to see the blond, cerulean eyed, loud mouth.
I only stared back down before he could notice I was looking at him through my messy blue bangs. I never understood why I could even have feelings for a person who barely spoke to or I barely spoke to because he did try and talk to me. I just couldn't form words every time he was near me. The fainting had stopped at around the sixth grade, but words were still heard to form. A simple 'h-hello' came out as a surprise to both of us – whenever it did.
"Hey, Hinata?" once again my name was called from across the room, by the voice I knew so well, but wish I knew the person who interjected it even more.
I looked up, slowly. I was startled a little bit because he was right in front of my face now. His cerulean blue eyes met mine.
I could feel his breath on my lips. I felt the urge to lick my lips, but our proximity told me his lips would have been caught to if I did that. My lips were parted, slightly and I felt time slow tremendously.
I closed my eyes and imagined him, kissing me right there in front of everyone.
When I finally came back from my fantasy, Naruto's head was turned slightly to the right and his face showed some confusion.
"I-I'm sorry, what?" I asked, hoping I didn't make too much of a fool of myself.
"Would you like to go paintballing with me and the rest of the gang this Saturday?"
My eyes widen, surprised. Was he asking me to go somewhere with him – in public? I could myself get giddy over the thought, but I didn't know how to control myself. A small creped onto my face before I replied, "Sure, I'd—sure," I didn't want to sound too enthusiastic, or dull, but I don't think he noticed either way.
"Are you sure, someone like her should be going to a place like," the voice brought a chill down my back and my body froze.
What was that suppose to mean?
"What's that suppose to mean, Sasuke?" Naruto yelled. I sunk down back in my original position and hoped that I hadn't caused any trouble by saying yes.
"What I mean is obvious. She's—" his words came to a hault. I could tell he was trying to find the right word so that Naruto could understand clearing that someone like quiet, withdrawn, shy Hinata should be nowhere where teenagers were attacking each others with paintballs, and loud noise and near death war combat.
I think that's what happened when you play paintball.
"She's what?" Naruto yelled back. I was surprised at his words of –protection. He was defended me against Sasuke, his best friend.
"Never mind, nothing, you're such an idiot." He said plainly, aggravated from Naruto's not understanding and the defeat of his determination.
I felt almost empowered in my little bubble with Naruto surrounding me. I looked up from my folded arm at the bottom of his chin. His body hung over me as his hands gripped the desk my head was on. My eyes wandered all over his body, slowly as I inhaled his scent. It was something unique; I had never smelt it before. My eyes slowly went down to his chest. I could feel myself staring extremely hard at his body trying to imagine what was under his shirt. I could my hand want to grip his clothing and pull it off his body, but that happening was a chance of never. My eyes slowly wandered down to the design of the shirt, then to the different colors and when I was finished memorizing his shirt. I went down to his jeans. They were black skinny jeans and I blushed severely placing my head back with the safety of my arms and stared at the desk. Naruto's private area was too close to my face, no matter how much I liked him.
"…Hinata has any right just as much as we do to go to wherever if she wants and besides I asked her to go not you." I have started listening in as Naruto continued to talk.
"Naruto, if I'm not welcomed I-I don't have to g-go," I slowly look up at him, my hair covering my eyes once again.
"No, Hinata, you can, promise, Sasuke just not open to newcomers but once your there you won't be new, so…" he grabbed my chin and made me look into his eyes, "don't worry about it."
I felt like I had fallen in love. He was sweet and kind and caring and… the list could go on forever and all that still wouldn't give me enough courage to have a conversation that would lead me to asking him out. Ask out Naruto Uzumaki, one of the sexiest sophomores at Konoha High. Impossible why would he say yes to…me. But then again why would he ask me to go with him, when he would be with his friends.
I really couldn't find the answer, but then again I'm sure there was none. I was probably reading into it way too much. I should just be happy because this is the opportunity I've been waiting for.
Naruto walked over to me.
"The deal is sealed my man, she's coming."
I only ignored him, staring at the blue haired below who had no idea what she just got herself into.
"What were you trying to prove anyway? Were you trying to stop her from coming?"
I still sat quiet, wishing he would go away.
"Saturday is going to be fun. I can feel." He said walking away from me. All I could think was maybe for you, but for…
I have no idea.
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