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I wrote this during a depressing week & didn't want to post it, but then why did I write it?
It's kind of dark- even for me, but I'm sure someone will enjoy it.

Please also note I'm South African so I've tried to write in American English or else no-one would get what I'm trying to say as our English is very different! Tips on this would be appreciated!

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Summary: Sam & Andy spend one night together & she wakes up to find him gone. Andy finds out she is pregnant & is in a bad car accident. Will someone bring Sam back- even if only to say good-bye?

Disclaimer- still only own Rookie Blue in my dreams.

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Chapter 1

Andy sat on the bench in the locker room her head pounding from the bad cold she had been trying to fight off. She had used endless boxes of tissues & bottles of cold medication to keep the snotty nose & headaches at bay before she finally gave in & went to the doctor.

Today had been a rough day on patrol, them having had an amber alert on a 4 year old that was snatched from a park. Picking up her bottled water Andy opened her locker & took out her prescription medication & drank what she had to. She pulled numerous faces at swallowing the pills- she so loved been sick & drinking tablets.

Thinking about the day's events brought a smile to her lips, as they had found 4 year old Julie unharmed two hours after she was taken. Andy found her alone in an abandoned house when her captor had left to get food following a tip that the captor's van being left parked in his driveway.

'Thank God for people's stupidity' Andy thought remembering the pretty blonde girl run into her arms when they kicked down the door & searched the house. Tears stained her rosy red cheeks but she wore a huge grin at seeing their police uniforms. She had jumped up from where she was hiding under a dirty bed in a dirty room that had its windows boarded up. Seeing Andy smiling at her from her hiding place & holding out her hand she had simply crawled out jumped up & ran to Andy throwing her tiny frame into Andy's open arms.

Remembering the day brought Andy memories of a similar case a while back that had not ended so happily. She made her first kill shot that day & had saved countless little girls from harm but at what price to her own innocence?

Soon her mind was flooded with memories of other parts of that day, the blackout, running to Sam, making out with Sam, running away from Sam...
"Aarg!" She sighed slamming her locker door closed & making her way out the locker room to her table to fill out her paperwork for the day.

That was a little over three months ago & she had broken up with Luke a little under three months ago after he cheated on her with Jo. She was finally moving on with her life. But yet Sam had made no move to ask her out yet, much to her disappointment.

"Hey McNally, great job, hope you will be joining us for a drink at the Penny to celebrate" Oliver Shaw called out as he walked past her drawing her from her thoughts.

"Uh...don't know."

"You have to it's in the rules. First of anything you achieve is met with celebratory drinks at the Penny after shift" Sam said joining their conversation as he sat down at his table smirking at himself for coming up with such a clever way to get her out for drinks with him.

"You know you could always just ask me straight out to go for a drink with you Sam. No need to make up these ridiculous rules" Andy said smiling with a blush creeping up her cheeks, hoping that Sam would catch on to her hint.

"It is a rule McNally, we made it up" Jerry said as he passed them. "So make sure you don't keep our Sammy waiting after shift" he added before slipping into his office.

Andy now embarrassed at her assumption & subtle hinting put her head down & carried on with her paper work with an "ok then" mumbled loud enough for Sam to barely hear.

After they were done with paperwork each headed to their own locker rooms to change for a few at the penny. As Andy left the ladies change room she saw Sam leaning on the wall waiting for her.
"Ready?" He asked taking her bag & heading towards the door.

They arrived at the Penny minutes later after the short drive, to find their friends sitting at their respective tables. Andy made her way over to the rookie table where she was met with the smiles of Dov, Traci, Chris, and even Gail while Sam moved to the bar where he took his usual seat as the barman put a scotch down in front of him.

Andy was soon caught up in the banter of the day's events with her friends. Laughter filled the air surrounding them & Andy was all too happy to relay the happy ending of her day on shift as she drank the beers & shots everyone was happy to get her as a reward for a hard day.

Sam was watching her in silence when a friendly voice interrupted his thoughts.
"Man Brother have you got it bad!" Oliver said taking the seat next to him.

"Got what" Sam asked raising an eyebrow in curiosity although he had an idea where Oliver was heading with this conversation.

"You sit there staring at her, ignoring everyone else here including me & you don't even touch your drink. Which reminds me, I owe your no longer rookie a drink. You should just ask her out & put yourself out of your misery" Oliver said motioning for the barman's attention. "Three tequila's please" he requested while Sam finished his untouched scotch. "Refill for Sammy too" he called as an afterthought.

"Hey Andy, Oliver wants you to join them at the bar" Dov suddenly said as he saw Oliver flapping his arm & pointing at Andy.

"Uh ok be back in a sec" Andy said grabbing her beer & making her way over.

"Like I promised- a shot for today" Oliver said moving to put a shot in front of Andy & the other two in front Sam & himself.

"To the makings of a great copper" Sam said as he raised his shot glass as the others followed & downed the shots.

"Hey another two shots & drinks over here for my fine friend & his no longer rookie" Oliver called out to the bartender as he threw a few notes on the bar & turned to make his way over to the door.

"Night guys, see you all tomorrow." He said before out of earshot. Pleased with himself for getting them together at the bar he made his way home wearing a smile hoping Sam would man up & finally ask her out.

At the rookie table Oliver's antics did not escape them. "What is Shaw trying to do? Get them drunk?" Dov asked surprised that his TO got Sam & Andy two rounds of shots & a round of drinks.

"Yeah, looks like it. Hey maybe that's not such a bad idea!" Traci said moving towards the bar. "Two more here please" she asked motioning towards the couple at the bar.

"Heeyy Trace... I think I'm goood hey!" Andy exclaimed slurring badly

"Wow someone's had too many tequila's" Traci said with a giggle.

"Definitely enough" Sam said.

"Come on I'll take you home now." Sam said standing up & grabbing Andy's hand to steady her when she wobbled trying to get up to her feet "I'll bring her purse" Traci said running off to fetch it.

As they made their way out the door of the Penny, Andy held on tight to Sam's hand & arm as she whispered a inaudible "Always there to catch me when I fall" under her breath.
Moments later they were in Sam's truck, driving into a parking spot in front of Andy's apartment building. Sam quickly jumped out & grabbed Andy's work bag & purse & then helped her out the truck & up the stairs. Holding her close as they climbed the stairs Sam wondered what it would be like to go to sleep holding Andy.

'Whoa there Sammy you haven't even asked her out yet! And besides who says there is anything there on her side- besides everyone? Way too many tequila's for you too by the looks of it' Sam silently scolded himself as Andy fumbled to open her apartment door.

After a few minutes Andy was able to unlock the door after refusing to let Sam do it. Swinging the door open Andy literally fell into the apartment when the door swung open unexpectedly not realizing she was leaning against it. Sam stifling a laugh as she sprawled out on the entrance tiles face first. Rolling on to her back Andy was consumed in a fit of laughter at her own drunkenness.
"Don't you dare laugh at me Sammy" she cooed out tears running down her cheeks.

Sam came in & closed the door putting her bags down on the floor he walked over to her laughing rather loudly as he held his hand out to help her up an extremely amused expression playing on his face. "Sorry but that was one bad-ass move McNally, quite the entrance"

"Shut up & help me up"

"Sure thing!" He replied pulling her up roughly by the arms & flush against him. Looking deeply into her eye's he wiped away her tears of laughter with his thumb & gently moved a piece of hair tucking it behind her ear. Neither of them were laughing anymore & both stood in silence staring at the other almost as if searching for something.

"Um...you ok?" Sam asked searching for words to break the moment with.

"Yeah" Andy said softly breaking their gaze & looking at the floor.

"Um...ok" Sam said letting go of her & moving back away from her.

"Another beer before you go? Or a scotch, I've got some" Andy said making her way to the kitchen a blush still on her cheeks.

"No thanks, I...um I better go so you can go sleep it off" he said moving towards the door.

"Just one? Then I'll let you go" Andy said hoping to change her mind.

"Well ok then, scotch for me & coffee for you!" He stated as if bribing her.

"Ok, coming up. Sit, put on the TV if you like" Andy said moving to fix their drinks.

Sam stood watching her for a moment before flopping down on the couch & putting on the TV.
Flipping through the channels looking for something to entertain them he went to one of the music channels & left it there, tired of the old reruns they had on.

Andy came in to join him with a killer glass of scotch for him & coffee for her after having a few shots of the amber liquid in the kitchen when he wasn't looking. 'Nothing like Dutch courage' she thought.
Dutch courage to just throw caution to the wind & seduce Sam.

"So...tell me something I don't know about the Awesome Swarek" she said trying to make small talk as she sat down next to him on the sofa.

"Well, I'm awesome" he said flashing her one of his mega dimpled grin.

"Oh really?" She asked pulling her feet up on the sofa under her skirt. "And what makes you soooooo awesome?" She asked turning to face him sipping her coffee as she rolled her eyes at his goofiness.

Her movements not going unnoticed by Sam however gave him a hard time pulling his eyes off her long tanned legs from her ankles all the way up to those well-toned thighs with her skirt now barley hiding the essentials. "Um...sorry?" He asked meeting her gaze as he lifted his eye's from her legs to her face looking very embarrassed.

"What too busy looking at my leg's to listen to what I'm saying?" Andy asked teasingly knowing that was what she hoped he was doing.

"Um...just lost in thought I guess" he said looking away & reaching for his glass on the coffee table.
Smirking she waited for him to sit back before stretching her legs out over his with her feet resting on the arm rest next to him. "Andy...um thanks for the drink, but I better be going" he said with a strange expression crossing his face.

Andy put her coffee cup down on the floor next to her side of the sofa. "Being your usual rude self now?" She asked softly as she suddenly slid her legs over Sam's lap & sat down on him, moving one leg to either side of him so she was kneeling over him.

Shock & surprise crossed Sam's face with other thoughts crossing his mind. "Andy..." He said trailing off as his hands moved of their own accord to hold the small of her back.

"Ssshhh" she said placing a finger over his lips to silence his protests.

He was now watching her with a look that Andy had seen only once before, - on the night of the blackout. It was a look that she would never forget, a look of longing, hunger and lust. "Andy..." He said again against her finger. "Andy... You're drunk and you're making this very hard for me so don't." He said almost pleading.

"I'm not that drunk & what am I making so hard for you?" She asked moving towards him & whispering in his ear, her warm breath on his ear was sending shivers down his spine.

"Keeping my hands OFF you" he said pulling her a bit closer.

Andy moved back to look at his face & said "Then Don't!"

Gently tracing random patterns across her bare back Sam wondered how she would react to waking up next to him in the morning. She had told him that she never slept the night through with Luke & now they were in her bed in her apartment, she had nowhere to run to. Tonight he would feel what it felt like to fall asleep with her in his arms. Both fell in to a deep slumber not only intoxicated from the alcohol but more so from each other.

Sam was woken by the ringing of his phone. Seeing the room still encased in darkness he wondered who would be calling at such an ungodly hour. Slipping his arm off Andy he slid out from under the covers & grabbing his boxers he pulled them on before grabbing his jeans to take his phone out the pocket. Muting it to silent Sam made his way through the dark house to the kitchen before answering. "Swarek"

"Sam" came Frank Best's voice over the phone. "Hope I didn't wake you. We have a situation I need you to come down to the barn now"

"Now? What time is it?" Sam asked confused by the time Best was calling.

"It's 4-30, I need you here by 5-30. Pack a bag you may be gone a while." Came Bests short reply, as a man of few words & bluntly straight forward.

"Where am I going?" Sam asked puzzled by the cryptic order.

"No questions now Sam. See you at the Barn & don't tell McNally" Best warned sternly.

"Sorry? Don't tell McNally what?"

"We all saw you leave Sam. Just be careful with her. Now get home get your stuff & get to my office" Best said before hanging up.

"Shit" Sam said pinching the bridge of his nose in utter annoyance. How the hell was he going to explain this to Andy now?

Making his way back to the bedroom he sat on the side of the bed & reached a hand out to brush her shoulder. "Andy.." No answer. "Andy, can you wake up a second? I need to talk to you" he said rubbing her arm.

"Mmmm Sam..." She groaned in a whisper.

"Andy, I have to go. Best wants me in his office now. Andy are you listening?"

"Sure. Sam. Go do what you have to do. See you later" she said with a lazy smile crossing her lips as she rolled over & went back to sleep. With that Sam slowly moved around & gathered his clothes before kissing Andy on the forehead & making his way out the door home to shower pack a bag & head in to see Best.