CHAPTER 1
Blaine's life had made a complete 180 in the matter of weeks. Four months into his first year in NYADA and NY brought on stress that he hadn't planned for. Between classes and his part time job working at a musical instrument store and his auditions his personal and romantic life had seemed to disappear in front of his eyes. He and Sam shared a two bedroom apartment in the middle of Manhattan since he and Kurt decided it would be best for him to have his own place due to the occasional overcrowded-ness that was the Berry-Hummel-Lopez residence. Blaine was excited to spend his first year in a new city with his best friend living with him and starting a new journey together but between Sam's budding modeling career and his works shifts they barely got to see much of one another. Blaine could feel his since of normal being ripped from him. Kurt's schedule with Vouge NYADA and his new band seemed to leave little time for his fiance. Blaine was understanding for Kurt's path but couldn't help but to feel abandoned by the love of his life. Maybe NY wasnt a great idea after all.
*KURT
Hey babe. We need to talk about things.
Blaine checked his phone feeling his gut sink while reading Kurt's text.
"Great." He thought to himself "This is it. Hes going to dump me."
*BLAINE
Of course. Is everything okay? When do you want to talk?
It felt like hours had passed as Blaine waited for Kurt to reply. Leaving him waiting with a million scenarios of what the reason was behind it.
*KURT
Yes everything is fine. If you could meet now Im home by myself for once lol
"Maybe I'm just over reacting." Blaine spoke out loud before grabbing his cardigan and beginning out of the door.
*BLAINE
Okay Babe. Im on my way.
Reaching the final steps before Kurt's door Blaine inhaled and cleared his mind and hoped for the best.
Knocking on the door waiting for Kurt to answer Blaine fiddled with his hair making sure all his illustrious curls were in place with the gel.
"Hey there." Kurt said pulling open the door and gesturing for Blaine to come in.
"Hi beautiful." Blaine replied giving his fiance a hug.
They made their way to the living room area and sat on the couch while Kurt was finsihing a look book for a vouge project he was assigned.
"You wanted to talk?" Blaine questioned breaking the silence between them.
"Yes I do. Thats why I asked you over." Kurt replied placing the book on the table in front of him. "Blaine you know I will always love you and will always be your friend but I think we both have been kidding ourselves with this fairytale relationship. We have grown apart and I still havent completely forgiven you for cheating. That isnt fair to you and I shouldnt be leading you on. I think its best we just be friends for now. Live life in NY and see where that takes us. If we are meant to be then in the end we will find each other again and have the fairytale we deserve." Kurt said with tears forming in his eyes.
Blaine could feel his head start to spin and his heart being shattered into a million pieces.
"Kurt..I messed up and I have apologized for it and will never let anything like that happen ever again. You are the love of my life. I have spent the greatest moments with you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. I will do anything for you Kurt." Blaine spoke tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I love you Blaine and will always have love for you but we cant keep kidding ourselves and thinking that with how littler we see each other and how hectic as our lives are that we are ready for this engagement or even a wedding anytime soon if I cant fully trust you." Kurt said standing up to look out of the window at the traffic filled street in front of their loft.
"So this is the end of it?...The end of us?..." Hearing those words escape his own mouth made Blaine turn a shade of green.
"We will always have each other Blaine. Its just best if were just friends for now. Dont think that Im doing this because I dont love you anymore. I love you more than I ever did. Im loving you enough to let us live our lives and having faith that we will be brought together again." Kurt replied.
"I love you Kurt. If this is how you feel then I guess we just have to put our faith in us. I need some space. Ill talk to you later." Blaine said walking from the living room out to the door. When he shut the door he couldnt help but to slam his back on to the wall sliding down and drawing his knees in towards his stomach. This was the end of a chapter Blaine thought had just begun.
