Hello Guys! This is my very first TP story. hope you'll like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ. But i do own one character in this chapter.
Prologue:
Pan. Son Pan. It's been a year since she gave her finals of degree course. Her results came out exactly four months ago from today and she failed. She failed to clear her honors. Not satisfied with her result she decided to apply for reviews and until then keep the result and every mess to herself only. She didn't want to see her family since then, didn't call them much, and when does cut the call soon. She does go to occasional visits but just for one day full max. She didn't meet her best girlfriend Bulla Briefs, from home about 2 years now and her best friend of all Trunks Briefs, for 3 years since she left for college. Her other friends would be Marron and Uub and that case is similar to Trunks with a slight difference since they couldn't make it to airport to see her off.
I Feel Empty Inside
Do you know?
I am cold tonight
Do you know?
I miss the warmth tonight.
Do you know?
M shaking and m scared
M preparing myself to stand
When I'll fall from height
I lie, I like a Lie.
And sometimes you know.
That m nothing but a big lie!
Yes, a lie! I lie to all
And I lie that m alright
so you can throw me all…
Do you know?
Why i lie, for i lie a lot!
It's like i want to stand up
But m too lazy, to crawl
To gather the strength up
And run with the blazer on (laughs)
But its O.K. i guess
To live in the dream world
And its O.K. i guess
To lie and build the strength up
M like to lie but why?
Do you know the reason?
But today gonna be different
For i feel the fire
The taste of fear
The fear of the heights!
So we gonna rock tonight
Up all night.
We'll climb on the mountain
And dance in the middle of the ocean
But do you know why?
Why i try to be different?
Do you know why...?
Let me tell ya why…
For i feel i am empty inside!
Yes i feel empty inside!
Oh i am empty inside.
That's right, empty inside!
- Son Pan, song from diary.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
"First he didn't wants a break up, next he calls our anniversary a joke, then he himself ask for break up and now when i agreed to him, he starts up again ! Why can't he accept his own decisions and stick with it? Argh! …"
Beep. Beep. Beep.
"What the hell does he wants now?!" Pan moans while picking up the beeping cell phone to read the text.
Pan, you don't talk with me even in normal conditions. Even when i need you, you avoid me,
you always seem to lead your life alone … what i am having position in your life?
- Sam
"Man! This must be the thousandth time i am gonna reply to his same whinnying." Pan wonders out loud.
"Great! He is back in same track! I don't understand, if he wants a break up or solutions then he just have to accept what we decide. But no! He has to rewind the tape every time!" She rubs the bridge of her nose in irritation.
"Okay Pan, what you gonna do with him? He don't even gets that you don't love him like a lover anymore! He is not seeing that it never been a true love... Hah! looky looky panny! You are talking to yourself again." well this isn't really my fault if i get my answers sooner by just talking to myself, now is it?
"Okay! pan send him a final text . Send him exactly what you thinks and doing! What he does later will not be your concern? He is a man enough to take care of himself and more over , you got your own problems to worry about!" She rubs the sides of her temples to ease her stress. She felt like a headache getting worse with every text from her boyfriend.
Making the decision Pan sends a reply text to his 'ex-or-not-Kami-knows' boyfriend from college exactly what thinks and say a bye for now along with it.
"Phew! Great start of a new day!" sarcasm dipping from her
"Sheesh! Need to hurry for work!"
Using her incredible speed, attained by years of training, her picks out her outfit for the day and lay it on the bed. She makes a rush to her attached bathroom for a worm shower. Drying her with a towel, she blow dried her long silky black hair and put it in a French braids. Entering her room she puts on white tank top and denim blue jeans and puts on a black biker jacket.
Making a dash run to the kitchen, she help herself with few sandwiches and fruit juice and puts on her favourite black boots. Pan turns around from where she is standing, at the main door of her apartment, checks everything and takes her bag from its place along with few capsules. Turning around, she switches off the mains, locks the door after her and makes a walk to the bus stop.
Read and review please.
This is my first time i tried writing a song and adding it to my story too. Hope both the song and the start of the story are okay. Suggestions and Ideas are very much welcome. If you don't like something don't hesitate to tell me about it coz as i said suggestions are very much welcome.
* If you couldn't recognize the person i was talking that i own , then its that boyfriend of Pan that i created, Sam.
So C ya and take care.
Chao!
