Bella's POV
6 years ago I moved to Forks to live with my dad after my mom decided she wanted to follow my step dad's baseball team around. I hated it then but now I see it was meant to be.
6 years ago I reconnected with my childhood friend Jacob Black. He's still my best friend to this day.
6 years ago I met Jacob's 2 very best friends Embry Call and Quil Attera. The 3 of us did everything together.
5 years ago I made out with Quil in Jacob's garage. Jacob was pissed but he came around.
4 years ago Quil asks me to marry him on the beach at sunset.
3 years ago I married the man of my dreams on the beach at sunset.
2 days ago I graduated college with a teaching degree and I start my first real job after summer ends.
Yesterday I found out I'm pregnant.
I have never been more nervous. I love Quil with my whole heart but I can't really see him as a father. Not now at least. He's a bit… immature. People ask me all the time how we ended up together and honestly I have no idea but we did and I love him and I wouldn't change a single thing about him. But I always thought we would wait a few years before kids. Like 5 or 10 or forever.
So crap.
"Bells, where are you?" Quil calls as he comes in from work.
"In the room." I guess now is as good as time as any to tell him since I'm sitting in the middle of the bed staring at the test.
"What are you doing in here baby? Are you sick?" He asks concerned. I hardly ever use the room except to sleep preferring to spend my time in the kitchen, or the guest bedroom that is my art studio or the backyard gardening. I never just sit in the room. The house was his grandfather's and it was given to us when we got married.
"I'm going to be." I tell him as I hold out the test.
"I'm guessing you peed on that so I don't really want to touch it… Are you?" He asks and I shake my head sadly.
"Holy crap this is awesome!" He yells and I look at him like he's nuts. In no way is this awesome.
"Are you serious Quil? How are we going to take care of a baby when I still have to take care of you? Besides the fact that we're practically broke! How in the hell is this awesome?" I scream at him. I was expecting him to be all oh this is horrible like me and we could be miserable together!
"Bells everything is going to fine I promise you." He's suddenly very seriously which is rare. "I will take care of you and this baby. Sure we don't have a lot of money but you already have a job for the school year and business is picking up with the shop. We will be fine. Even if we stay broke we have each other and this baby will be loved."
"I'm sorry I screamed at you." I whisper. "I love you. I'm just scared. I don't know anything about babies."
"But our moms do. I'm sure they'll share the knowledge." He tells me and kisses me. "I love you Bells, I get that you're not happy but you will be right?"
"I will be. Just need some time to adjust I think. Should we tell people?" I ask him.
"Hell yes! Everyone! Let's call them now!" This is going to be a long 9 months. 8 months? I never could figure that crap all out. Not that I ever really tried.
"Quil please chill out. Adjusting remember? Maybe we can tell them after my first appointment?" He laughs and says sorry and yeah that's probably a good time.
I get up to make dinner but he tells me no we can order Chinese and I'm so tired and emotional and overwhelmed I pretend we're not broke. So we order Chinese and watch movies and cuddle on the couch and I think maybe it will be nice to have a baby cuddled up on the couch with us. Though we will definitely have to work on the movie choices.
"I love you baby." I whisper before falling asleep with my head in his lap and he whispers love you too.
