You can see a battle field. Everywhere there is so much blood. The only thing you can see is a green colour of your enemies and gold colour of your alliances. And red of blood. You can't find him, but you have to do that. When you notice him, he is fighting versus Mordred. Running, you beginning to be nervously. And worried.
You didn't make it. You were late. Arthur was falling and you caught him in the last second. You see red, it was your destination to save him. You failed. Your king is dead. And you can't do anything with it. Mordred is staring at you, and you know that he knows. It is an omen, Mordred will kill Arthur, and you will kill Mordred. It's unaltered and you can't afford to change that…
You are wakening in a tent. Calming your breath, you are trying to recall why you are sleeping on that horrible hard mattress.
- Are you all right Merlin? – that was Arthur's voice. You look at him and you realize that you are in the middle of the war. You are the main sorcerer of Albion and you are a servant and friend of King Arthur. Arthur is alive but you remember that you are at Camlann, the place where Arthur will die. Today is that battle. You have to stop him.
- I'm ok, listen to me. You can't fight with Mordred...
- Ohh, come on Merlin! I said that I will and you can't do anything about it.
You know that you have to use magic. You hate to do that to Arthur, but you have to. You make Arthur faint and go out of the tent. Knights are looking at you and you know that you shall lie.
- King is sick. I will lead you in that battle. – they are sure that you didn't tell the truth, but they are too scared to say anything. You are pale like sheet, you feel that.
Fighting, you heard Arthur's voice in your head. Before the battle you used a force field around the tent so Arthur can't leave. That field will be broken when you die. Arthur is saved. You noticed Mordred when he was fighting with sir Percival. Percival was hurt so you ordered him to go to physician and you took his place in battle versus warlock. You were fighting very long when Mordred found your unprotected point in armor. You felt pain but you were prepared to feel it, you used Mordred's excitation and hit his heart using a knife. In that moment the force field broke and you heard Arthur's cry. He caught you in the last second, before you fell. He was angry and he wanted to say something to you, but when he could say anything you were dead for a few minutes.
You were sailing with Morgana, your sister-in-magic. You thought about days when you were friends, when you were childish and happy. You stared at her and you realized that she was just a toy in the hands of fate like you. Like Arthur and his knights. Thinking about them, you recalled about people who you killed. Everything which you were doing was 'cause of protecting Albion, Camelot and Arthur, but you are guilty, even if you wanted to do something good. You were inhuman for so long time that you forgot how it felt. Protecting someone precious to you, you was feeling it, finally you felt well. Looking at Morgana, you smiled and said:
- I was happy to be a human being again.
