After today she was telling herself if she did the right thing by telling Oliver the truth. She couldn't concentrate for days because of what Moira Queen had said but in the end at his mother's rally she couldn't contain it anymore and just told him.

The look on his face was not something that she liked, she knew it hurt him but he was masking it well like he usually did with everything else.

Felicity wanted to reach out to him and hug him right there and to say be damn with the consequences but she knew people would get the wrong idea and she didn't want to give anymore ammunition for Moira Queen to call her out on her feelings for her son.

This day suck big time and she knew it was getting to her because it reminded her of her life and what she lost, she was frustrated, angry so she decided it was better to head back to the QC office and put her energy and time into computers where she knew were her safe haven.

She knew Oliver needed space and time after she dropped that bomb shell of information on him so she was not going to push him into telling her what his feelings were.

The one thing she learnt was that Oliver always kept most of his life closed off about the island to her and Diggle, well he sometimes did tell John about it, I mean not all of it but he still told him something's if it affected a mission, but with her he seems to not want her to know about him or that part of his life.

She respected him so she never pushed him to tell her but after seeing how he was with Sarah and how open he was, she was starting to question herself if she was even worth his time. Was his speech last time about her been his partner even real or was it a dream?

She didn't want to admit it but seeing him and how he was with her hurt like hell but she'll be damned if she was going to show him or anyone else the pain it caused her every time Sarah and him whispered with their heads together or the soft looks he gave her.

Deep down she knew she felt something more for him then just a friendship and with all her babbling she's grateful she hasn't told him about her feelings for him.

Barry even called her out on it and now Moira Queen did the same thing as well "was she really that obvious to other people?

Were her feelings for him like a neon light on her head saying "I am in love with Oliver Queen so noticeable?

So here she is at home feeling restless and worrying about Oliver and if he was ok with what happened today, she hoped that he didn't do anything reckless.

To put her out of her worry and misery she drove to the lair to check on him but what she walked into shattered her heart into a million pieces….her worst nightmare had come true. She thought she was dreaming seeing Oliver and Sarah screwing each others brains out and climaxing right in front of her.

With a cry of pain and anguish coming from her mouth on the stairway, the two people noticed her.

Oliver looked like someone stabbed him when he saw her pain and Sarah looked guilty.

Oliver reacted so fast by calling…...Felicity! Wait…

But she ran out of there like a bat right out of hell with a broken heart and tears of a broken woman.