Chapter 2: Memories And Regrets
Flashback
She stared into his eyes. All she saw was love and truthfulness.
"He loves me. I really think he loves me. I love him too. I just have to make sure." Hinata thought to herself.
"G-G-Gaara do yo-you really mean th-that?" she questioned. Her gaze fell to the 'interesting' burgundy-carpeted floor. When he didn't answer she thought that he was changing his mind about loving her. At that moment she felt completely rejected.
Gaara didn't answer; he stood and watched her. He was just stunned that she thought that he would lie about loving her and wanting to be with her. "I'll just have to show her."
He took a step towards her. Now they were directly in front of each other. Then he took his index finger and lifted her chin so that she was looking at him directly in the eyes. "Hinata Hyuga, I," he paused to cup her face, "Gaara Sabaku, am utterly, completely,
irreversibly, and irrevocably in love with you. Do you understand that?"
Tears welled up in her light lavender eyes. These weren't tears of sadness, though. The tears that rolled down her face were purely of happiness and fulfillment. Something that she was sure only occurred only in in movies. "I-I lo-ve you-you too."
Gaara leaned down a little to capture her lips, while she leaned up. When their lips met it was soft and gentle, but he found himself wanting more of her. He picked her up, carried her to his bed, and laid her down in the middle of it. The way that she looked up at him drove him crazy. He hovered over her and kissed her hungrily.
He ran his tongue against her bottom lip, making her open her mouth to let his tongue explore and taste her sweet cavern. She kissed him back with all of the passion she felt at the moment. Their tongues danced around in a battle of dominance for as long as humanly possible without taking a breather.
When they pulled apart, they looked at each other with young lust filled eyes. Their breathing was slightly erratic. Hinata thought she was about to have an asthma attack, but slowly she regained her flushed composure. Gaara felt slightly turned on; her blush added more to her already unbelievably beautiful face. He grabbed her hands and intertwined their fingers together.
She smiled up at him, innocently. Gaara leaned down and kissed her neck. She was surprised that she let out a little 'eep' that was followed by a little moan when he stated licking on her neck.
"Gaara," she moaned at his ministrations. Her hands broke away from his and slid themselves into his brick- colored-hair. His idle hands found themselves at the hem of her blue jean mini shorts, rubbing against the sensitive flesh of her inner thigh.
He pulled away from her. "Hinata, I want you" Gaara spoke huskily into her left ear.
With that statement, a thousand thoughts ran through her mind. I. Want. You. Wasn't really a statement a fourteen year-old should say to his thirteen year-old girlfriend.
"Gaara we're too y-young. W-what if we-we get caught?" She stuttered. "W-What if-if we're no" Gaara cut her off with a bruising kiss. "What if we're not ready"?
"Age is nothing, but an insignificant number that puts a range on how long you have been on this earth. And no one will be here. Temari and Kankuro went on dates, meaning they won't come back home tonight. Hinata, I love you. This is the highest manifest our love can make. I love you. Let me."
Gaara touched the top button on her lavender button up collar dress shirt. He looked into her eyes; she nodded. Her heart was fluttering as he unbuttoned her top. She made no protest as it slid down onto the bed, only to be tossed across the room. He took off his muscle shirt. His well toned upper body amazed her to the point that she unconsciously traced his abs with her hand. He smiled at her innocence. Then he stated kissing, biting, and licking on her neck and mouth as they shed the rest of their clothes.
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End of Flashback
Hinata sat at the table all by herself at a small diner in Kingakure. It was called The Yuhi Family Dinner. There was only two other customers there. Her mind was only thinking about what her and Gaara did to get her pregnant, which only happened less than two months ago, and how much everyone will hate her for leaving. The bus ride was tiring, but she made it. It was 7 p.m (the bus ride was 96 hours {4 days} long, including the rest stops.)It would probably get dark in about two hours, and she needed to find a hotel to stay the night. She was really tired.
She called the waitress over to get her bill. It wasn't too high, since all she had was a cheese burger, French fries, and a Sprite. She paid the bill, placed a five tip on the table, and stood up. An instant feeling of dizziness took over her. She fell onto the floor with a low thud. The only thing that she heard was someone yelling about calling an ambulance. That was all she heard before her world went black.
Back in Konoha
Gaara sat in his room staring at a picture of him and Hinata. This picture was before he'd broken her heart that she willingly gave him.
"How could I be so fucking stupid? I can't believe that she left Konoha. It was because of me. I know. Dammit. I made love to her. Hell I know why she left. IT'S MY FAULT. WHAT DID I DO? FUCK. We got to find her. I need her to that I am sorry. I need to tell her that I still love her no matter what.
Hinata I will find you, so that I can tell you how sorry that I am. Please be okay. I love you." He thought.
He sat in his bed holding an ice pack to his black eye that Neji had given him a couple of hours ago. It took Lee, Kiba, Shino, Shikamaru, Kankuro and Naruto to get the angry Hyuga off of Gaara. As soon as Neji was off, Sakura came up and punched him in the stomach. Normally he would have fought back, but they were justified. A friend who all of them loved ran away because of him. Who wouldn't be pissed? He was pissed with himself. Then Neji said something that broke Gaara's already aching heart."If anything happens to my little cousin, I swear to God, I will kill you."
Those words echoed in his head as he read and reread her goodbye letter to him. Along with that her last spoken words to him (before she left after he hut her) "Gaara, I hate you. You tell me you love me then you say I was just a one time thing. How could you cheat on me with her? I HATE YOU!"
He buried his face in his hands. "Hina, I'm so sorry." fresh tears rolled down his face. He really regretted hurting her and wanted to make it right.
Sorry for not updating. I've been really swamped at school. Today we got out early and I wrote and typed this. Tell me what you guys think.
- Kurenai Cakes
